Why? why did i do that? she's Cenas girl and im married what the hell was i thinking? this is what happens when i start drinking damn it, i mean i guess it was revenge but you never mess with another mans women but here i am a cheater and i feel horrible about it, thats not phenomenal. I hope he doesn't find out i'll be buried out of this company that's the last thing i need i mean its not like i can just jump ship and go back to New Japan it's not that easy.
