Chapter 2: SorryNotSorry

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Seamus POV:

We all walk to James' house to go play some games. The sun is about to set and the coldness wraps around us all, but we're in much too good of a mood to notice. We get o James house and play video games for a few hours. James loses and it's just me and Aleks playing now.

James hears his mom come home and tell us he's going to help her with dinner. Me and Aleks play for a few minutes before Aleks begins to lightly shove me with his foot.

"What the fuck!" I say, shoving him back, causing him to lose. I start laughing and he looks pisses, but starts laughing too.

He shoves me with his foot again and I tackle him. We laugh and he starts wiggling around. Suddenly I fall, my face going straight into the crook off his neck, my knees next to his thighs, my elbows resting against his chest and my hands at his shoulders. I get up and blush violently.

"Oh jeez dude, sorry." I say. Aleks chuckles slightly but I see tears form in his eyes before he blinks them away.

"It's fine, Seamus. It was just an accident." I barely notice the hint of sadness in his voice on the last word, but blame my imagination.

James calls us for dinner and we get up to go eat.

After dinner Aleks and I leave to go home. We stand together on the sidewalk outside of Aleks' house (which I pass to get to the bus stop) and I smile at him. He gasps as if remembering something and digs in his pocket, pulling out a crumbled paper and handing it to me. His number. I smile and put it in my pocket.

I turn to leave but feel him touch my elbow. I turn back to him.

"One more thing," he takes a deep breath. "I'm gay. I wanted to tell you, so you don't hate me later. You and James are really cool... And I...

I don't want to lose you guys. He says, looking at his feet.

"It's fine. Me and James are completely fine with it. And so are the other guys. I'm bi, anyway, so... Thanks for telling me." I say. He smiles at me and hugs me. His arms wrap around my neck and I wrap my hands around his waist, my face at the crook of his neck. He's so soft and warm. And Jesus fucking Christ he smells amazing. He pulls away and smiles at me before turning and walking inside. I smile at his back before walking down a couple of houses to my own house. I walk into my room and lie in bed. Aleks. Jesus, why does he make me act like this. I've never done this before. Never felt this way. So happy, content just to be next to him, not talking. I really really like him. I fall asleep with a smile on my face. Happy to have Aleks on my life. Happy that I get to see him tomorrow. Happy I know him. Know about him. Happy. Happy because of Aleks.

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