So now our promotions have completely ended, we've gone into a hiatus, so I get to relax in my dorm, day after day.
I keep thinking about what happened a few weeks ago, was it alright for me to move that fast? Why was I doing those things anyways?
Those kind of thoughts filled my mind, I haven't spoken to Seulgi since then, maybe we both think it was awkward? Haha who knows.. Sometimes I realise how unlike me that is so I just sit there and wonder if it ever really happened at all.. I try not to think about her, I've been so distracted lately, I need to get over this weird phase.
I'm sitting in my dorm alone, all the other members have gone home, or out with their friends but I have no one, so I decide to run down to the convenience store to grab some snacks.
I'm inside the store, looking at something warm to eat, when in the corner of my eyes I see someone, it's her, its Seulgi! I walk over to say hi, but she quickly walks away, did I do something?..
I quickly grab some thing's to eat, a few hand warmers and then run out after her, I catch up but she seems to be ignoring me.
I apologise, for whatever it is I might've done, she looks at me for a second but quickly looks back at the ground, I notice shes a bit cold again so I pass her a hand warmer, but she kindly declines, so then I invite her to walk with me, and she nods her head.
So now we are in the park and she's walking next to me, though it isn't a pleasant atmosphere like it was last time I seen her, even still, my heart is pounding..
I can't seem to find anything to say, so I just look at the ground and walk by her. There are times when we both go to say something, but we just can't find the words, so we just walk, that's when she goes to sit down on a chair by a tree, I follow and while we're sitting, she looks at me and I think she's about to say something, but she just looks back at the ground and whispers "I'm sorry" then runs away.
I'm struck wondering what was wrong with her, did something happen, did I do something?
I walked back home, and just laid on the couch and ate snacks until my members returned and once they all arrived back at the dorms we stared to get dinner ready; so I begin to prepare food and while I am preparing it I receive a text.. "Meet me at the arcade".. It's from Seulgi!
I quickly finish what I'm doing, get ready and rush over to the arcade.
I don't want her to wait long so I sprint as fast as I possibly can, but my clothes are so thick so it's making it kind of hard.. Even so, I'm trying to get there as fast as possible.
Ive run so much, I'm heavily panting, but I'm just around the corner from the arcade so it's okay.
I peek my head out to see if she's there yet and she's standing alone, waiting at the front, looking around for me, so I call her name "Seulgi-Yah!" and begin walk over to her, then as I'm walking I trip over a branch or something, maybe even my own foot..? I'm not sure, but I look up and Seulgi standing above me, she looks worried but I can tell she's trying not to laugh at the same time, she squats down and looks at me and says "are you ok-" and bursts out in laughter, I can tell she's trying to stop herself but apparently it was really funny.. Wow, she didn't even finish her sentence before she started to laugh, how cute.
Seeing her laugh like that makes me laugh aswell, but we both quickly get up and I ask her why she called me here, she tells me she feels bad for the way she treated me back at the park.. "I wasn't mad at you was just really shy, I don't want you getting the wrong impression of me" she says, I tell her not to worry about it but she insists on trying to make up for it, so I surrender and she takes me inside the arcade and says I can play whatever I want.. Now I'm a sucker for games like these, so this was an amazing experience, I was so happy, Seulgi says I look like a child, so I laugh and I grab her arm and run to the first game, it's called Hit-A-Mole, we have to hit the moles that pop up, and we have a short time to hit them.
She looks so determined to win, but I reassure her that I will never lose, we both laugh and suddenly the first Mole pops up and we both miss. Wow I didn't realise I'd be so bad at this, Seulgi is actually really good, I'm amazed.. She actually won and she starts to tease me about it, so we go to our next game, and she won again, I didn't think she'd be so good..
So I give up these versus games and I run over to a prize game, I tell her I'll win whatever she wants, she tells me to go for that cute bear in the corner, so I begin to focus, I can tell she really wants it so I start running around the game seeing if my angle is just right to win it, and as I'm about to go for it, I feel her look over my shoulder to see the bear, and suddenly I'm really nervous, so now i'm really worried about the angle, but I go for the teddy anyways, and luckily enough I get it! I feel like a massive weight has been taken off my shoulders, so I reach down and grab the teddy bear and hand it to her, and she holds it tight and thanks me for it; it looks like she really likes that teddy bear.
Unfortunately that was the last game we could play, it was getting late and the arcade was about to close down. Me and Seulgi start to walk out, but we leave the arcade with smiles talking about how nice our night was. We walk out and I ask her if she wants to grab a quick meal, before she heads home, she accepts and we walk to the nearest fast food restaurant and grab 2 small meals.
She has the teddy bear on her lap as she's eating her fries, and she's still thanking me for the experience, she told me it was her first time going out to an arcade with a boy, now suddenly I'm really flustered, we're both staring at our food smiling, we can't seem to find anything to say so we just finish our meals and leave.
I told her I'd walk her home but she declined even though I insisted, even though she said no I'm not letting her walk home by herself this late.
So now we're walking side by side again, talking about the arcade, she's hugging her teddy bear as she's walking and she occasionally looked over at me, but I couldn't take my eyes off her, that feeling of nervousness was gone, yet my heart still beats so fast around her.
We're at her dorms, she thanks me and bows like normal ; but this time she walked up to me, and gave me a quick hug, telling me she really appreciated this, walks off and goes inside.
Now I'm walking home, looking at the sky and I just can't stop smiling.. I'm still unsure about how I'm feeling, but whatever it's called, I'm getting used to it..
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Sweet Encounters || Seulmin
FanficWas it love at first sight, love at first touch? Did I fall inlove with your fragrance, did I fall inlove with our first encounter? What are these feelings?