Sweet Encounters || Seulmin

The Fourth Encounter

It's been a while since i've last spoken to Seulgi, why do we see each other and then not speak for weeks?

I had never questioned something like before, it's the first time I feel like someone I care about doesn't care for me.

I'm so curious on what these feelings are, curious to the point where I've even done research about it. Most people say love, others say sick, I'm not quite sure what to think about it.

I don't have the courage to tell my members are these feelings, I have a feeling they will just tell me I can't see her anymore because "we're idols" "it's not allowed".. Not like I see her much anyways.

I don't care what anyone says, I'm accepting the love sick thing! I want to see her again.. I love her!

I grab my phone, and quickly swipe through my contacts looking for her name. I message her as fast as I can "I want to see you again"

Oh.. She replied instantly, but she just said no.
Seconds later the typing bubbles pop up at the bottom of my screen, disappearing and reappearing for about 5 minutes before a message is sent..
My smile is gone, her message is so blunt..
"We can't see each other anymore" she replies.

I send her "Why?".. But she doesn't explain anything and just sends back a picture of her holding a note, saying goodbye..

I look to the ground, I scrunch up my face, I'm holding back tears.
I leave the dorms without saying a word to my members, and run as far as I can.

I get to some park, Im not sure where, or how far away this is, but I make my way to the swing set, I sit down and picture what I wanted to happen with those texts.. So I reopen and stare at the picture of Seulgi, she's so beautiful, she doesn't look too happy about the situation either, but I'm not sure if I'm just saying that to comfort myself, I start to softy laugh, as tears drop on my phone screen. "I'm so sorry Seulgi" I scream into the sky.
"I'm sorry!" I scream.

Looking back at my phone, tears still running down my face "Please.." my voice cracks.
Then I notice something, I rub my face, wiping the tears away so I can see properly, and bring the phone closer to my eyes..
The background says something...
When I turn it upside down the letters in the background say "Arcade. 9pm"

I look at the time, it's 8:30.
I get up from the swing, and sprint as fast as I can to the nearest bus stop.
No buses, no cars, nobody passes me, so I keep running, I'm running as fast as I can.

I try calling her phone multiple times, but she doesn't answer any of my calls.
I run and trip over, scraping my arm, but I ignore it and continue to sprint.

Somehow, I managed to find my way to the city, but it's already 8:50, I've been running for 20 minutes straight, if I run any more, I feel like I'll die.. I can barely walk.

I'm holding my ribs, and limping, taking large breaths at a time, making my way, slowly, to the arcade.
A few people stop and ask if I'm okay, I always replied yes and kept going, it's 9pm and I don't think I'm close to the arcade..
I keep trying to contact her, I need to tell her to wait.

Finally, she answers, "Jimin, It's okay, I've already left".
I try to speak to her, but I'm so tired I don't think any proper words are coming out.
"Wait.. Is that you?" She says.
I look around, searching for her but I can't see her.

I listen to see if she says anything else, but I can't hear anything but a lot of wind.. "Seulgi" I whisper, before passing out, as my eyes are closing, I see her, she's looking over me..

I wake up in a hospital bed, I'm too sore to move but at least Seulgi is next to me.
She notices me waking up "Don't move, what do you need? Ill get it for you" She says. She's so worried for me..
I move my hand as much as I can, just enough to grab hers and I hold it tight. "Seulgi-yah, I'm fine now because you're here" I smile.

I see tears filling her eyes, but I'm getting drowsy, just before I pass out again her mouth moves.. But I can't make out what she said..

While I'm asleep I start to dream..
Me and Seulgi are together on a beach, with a beautiful sky, perfect weather, having a picnic..
We're having so much fun together.
Her long hair flies with the wind and I'm star struck, I can't stop looking at her..
Suddenly the beautiful sky goes dark, she continues to mouth the words I seen her make before I fell asleep, the dark sky turns into lightning and rain, and suddenly when I try to save her, we both find chains attached to our feet, Conmected to each other, but each time I reach for her, she's drawn further away..

When I wake up, she's still holding my hand, I have a little bit more energy, so I reach out and pat her hair.. I think of the dream and what it means..
It feels like it isn't the first time I've had that dream, but I think it's the first time I acknowledged it..

She wakes up and looks at me, my hand falls from the back of her head, caressing her cheeks and jaw before it reaches the back again..
"Jimin.." she whispers..
"I want to see you more"
"The things I said over text.. It wasn't me."

She explained everything, she looked my in the eyes occasionally but not for very long. She looks down at the bed, explaining how she told her members, and they told her manager, who scolded her for such thoughts. Telling her to focus on what's important now, which wasn't me..

I look at her "Seulgi, I love you."
"I don't want you to get in trouble because of me" I grab her hand. "But I want you to know that I love you.. Very much."

I pull her to the bed, forcing her to lay down beside me, now that i've confessed those weird feelings aren't bothering me anymore.
I wrap my arms around her and kiss her forehead.
"Is it alright if we just stay like this?.."

She holds me tight, and we both fall asleep in each others arms.

"I love you, Seulgi"

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