Hopeless

Chapter 3

(Hi I hope you all read my fanfic 'Hopless' because I promise you are in for something good. Also if you are writing a fan fiction about any of the boys please send me a link because I love reading them so much. XOXO -Maiya)

Finally the wedding is over. My mom wanted to stay longer but I told her if she does then I would end up ripping off this dress and be left almost naked in front of everyone if she doesn't let us go now. I like Ireland but I just want the day to be done for then I can catch a plane by myself and go home to live without my mom for who knows how ever much longer. My mother begged me to stay till the end of the week before I came but I said no. As much as I love her and like Ireland, she would be to busy for me and I don't know anyone here. I would rather be home in my room listening to music. 

I really want to get out of this place before I run into Niall again, after we got back from being on the phone with Megan I told him I was going to find my mom and I did then I just didn't bother seeing him again. I tried to avoid him for then I wouldn't be sucked into a huge mess. My mother and I are outside and heading to our car, I'm happy that I got to meet Niall because Megan got to talk to him which made her happy. I still dislike Niall and every other guy from One Direction but I don't know, I felt this weird connection with him. The connection was weird, He made me laugh and smile but I didn't feel any different toward him. Well kinda, I thought he was a little nicer then I believed he would be but he is still the famous blonde Irish boy from One Direction. 

I shivered a little as I waited for my mother to unlock the car, It was very warm outside but there was still a freeze. I hugged my chest waiting for my mother, finally she unlocked the car and I sprinted to get in. I slammed the door shut and cranked up the head when she put her key in. I realaxed a bit as the car warmed up. My moms voice started buzzing and she answered it.

"Hello" - "Yeah of coarse" - "No Bain would want to wait in the car" - "I'll be right there" - "Ok Bye" .. My mother ended the call. I wonder who she was talking to but whatever happened I probably won't like.

"Hunny, Denise wants me to help her get ready for the reception. Plus I really want to go so either you can come inside with me or stay in the car. Ill leave you my keys for then you can have the heat on in here" My mother says and I groan. I should have figured it would be Denise wanting my mother to go to the reception. She doesn't care about how I feel about any of this, even if I wanted to go in she would want me to stay in the car.

"Ugh fine just don't be in there for more then an hour, please. I just want to go back to the hotel" I tell and she smiles. Her smile isn't the same, I use to love my mothers smile but now when she smiles at me I don't see any emotion behind it. My mother undid her seat belt and jumped out of the car, she closed the door and I could see her disappearing into the building. I turned away from the window and dug into my purse to grab my phone. I opened the glove compartment in front of me and pulled out the cord for my phone. I pulled the cord into my phone and into the car and turned my phone on. I went into music and connected my phone to the car. I turned on The Script- Breakeven and relaxed as the music cave through the car speakers. I closed my eyes and let the music take over my body. I loved The Script, They were one of my favorite bands, I also love The Fray, Coldplay, Christina Aguilera. I started to mumble the lyrics as they echoed through the car, but only to get to into the song and sing the lyrics. 

I started to feel way to hot so I turned the heat off and opened my window a little bit. I was still singing but there wasn't anyone outside to hear and so what if they did. I would just lock the doors and act like nothing happened. A knock on my window scared the shit out of me and I jumped, I turned around quickly to be met with beautiful blue eyes staring at me through the glass.                                                                        

Niall's P.O.V

I steped outside into the cool refreshing air and smiled. My brother is now married and Denise is now my sister-in-law. I liked Denise she was very nice and she would be a great wife. I let out a sign as the cold breeze hit me. I did up my jacket and smiled to myself, It was a great day to get married. I thought the wedding was nice but I didn't want to go back inside and go to the reception. I already had to sit through an hour wedding. 

I welcomed the breeze and I never noticed the huge smile that plastered on my face as I noticed someone sitting in a car. It was Bain. I really liked her name, It was a beautiful name even if I have never heard anything like it. I wonder if it has a meaning to it or if her parents just liked the way it sounded. I was cut off from my thoughts as my feet started moving toward her car, I could hear music slightly. She was listening to The script, I noticed because I really like that band. As I got closer I could hear hear softly singing. Bain has an amazing voice, It is soft yet powerful. 

I am now standing right outside her window and I can hear her voice sing every single word in the song through the small opening in the window. She hasn't noticed me standing right outside her window listening to her sing, I gently tap my knuckles onto the window and I could tell I startled her. She jumped then looked my way super fast.

"Hi" I said simply. She looked terrified but she soon recovered and her eyes were filled with relief. 

"Hi" She replies simply. I can tell she feels uncomfortable talking to me.                                                       "What are you doing out here?" She asked.

"I'm not a big fan for receptions, yes I am in for the food but sitting around talking to people I barely know isn't my thing" I tell her.

"Oh so then why are you talking to me?" She asked.

"I don't know. I just feel like I have known you longer not like we just met" I tell her. I want to smack myself for saying that because it sounded better in my head and obviously she doesn't feel the same way.

A breeze hits us both and she shivers and looks at me,

"Get in the car, It's chilly out" She tells me with a small smile. I smile back and run to the other side to get in, I open the car door then close it shut when I got inside. Bain has closed her window now and she is turned in her seat to look at me. I smile at her and she looks down at her hands. 

"So you like The Script?" I ask Bain.

"Yeah" She answered. I never realized the song had ended but I never realized it was on when I was talking to Bain.

"I do too." I told her. I really do like the band. They have some good songs but I don't like all of them. I really want to reach over and brush the eyelash off of her cheek. Bain looked up at me and smiled slyly. She has very dark brown hair that looks like black and her eyes are amazing, There is an outline on the edge of her eye. The outline of her eye is a darker blue and then it changes color completely, Her eyes don't get darker or lighter, the color changes completely. It is a blue that changes to a light blue that is a beautiful color. I find her eyes beautiful and unique, I have never met someone with such amazing eyes.

Niall What is going on in your head, You have a girlfriend. You love Brooke and only Brooke. You can't and you don't have feelings for this girl sitting infront of you, she isn't the most beautiful girl you have ever met, she doesn't have the best and most pure voice you haveever heard. She isn't a fan and she isn't into you Niall so give up her because you have Brooke. To bad that I can't convince myself that those things are true because she is so different from Brooke. Brooke would be wearing a bright dress to get her noticed and she would kiss me in public just to show the fans and everyone else shes mine. She would be at that reception talking to my family and friends telling them about our relationship. Sometimes I wish she really did like me because I think Brooke only likes me because I'm famous. Bain is so pure and beautiful, her eyes are so unique and her height is perfect for me, Her hair flows beautifuly down her back and her smile lights up the whole room. Her laugh breaks me down inside and builds me back up, Her voice is something that could put me into a trance and the smell of her hair somehow gives me goosbumps. She is like a drug that I want more of but I know I shouldn't and couldn't have.