Casual Affair

Chapter 9 (sweater weather)

Vincent's pov

Why can't he just accept that I hurt myself for him? I'll find a way that it wouldn't hurt that much anymore. It probably fades away with time. Sure, I thought my feelings for him would fade away too but they didn't. It's been like five years now. Hopefully I'll find a way this time...

"Vince I can't see you in so much pain..."

Oh! Little did he knew that I'm in pain for years now. The only difference now is that I can't manage to hide it from him.

"What do you wanna do about it?" I said sarcastically. I didn't expected a real answer.
"I have to make up my mind." I was kinda shocked about his answer.

Is there really a chance of an fairytale ending for us? No no probably not. He'll stay with doll for the rest of his life. I shouldn't make myself hopes...

Mike's pov

This is just too much for me to handle right now. Why am I the one who has to decide?

"Hey mike i-" he got cut of by the sound of the alarmclock.
I didn't sleept another night?
He jumped up, out of my arms, and said motivated : "oh we have to get ourselves ready for freddy!"
"What do you wanna say?"
"Nevermind it's not important."
He said and held his hand in my direction to help me stand up. I took his hand and let him rase me from the bed. What I didn't knew was that he just helped me up so that I can 'land' in his arms. He layed his arms around my waist.

"Vincent let go!" I said irritated.
He didn't answer and kissed my neck. My heart wanted to give in. Just melt under his touch but my brain didn't let that happen.

"We have to clean ourselves." He groaned a little and let go of me.
"Ok, but we could shower togeth-"
I didn't let him finish his sentence. I knew was his plan was and that was just too much for me. I just ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I sighed and slipped my boxers of. I went into the shower and let the warm water flow over me.

How can he be so mood swingy? If I didn't knew it better, I would ask myself if he's on his period.
I chuckled at my thought.
In one moment he's so down. He can't stop cry and you just feel sad for saying no to him, and in the other moment he's that psycho as ever.
But not just his mood, his hole behavior changes. Like if he's two persons in one. He's probably just that strange psycho...

I turned the water of and got out of the shower.
Wow! That was a lot easier than I expected. I thought maybe he's breaking into his own bathroom but no, nothing. Well fine by me.

I took one of his towels and got dry. I putted my boxers back on because I had nothing else inhere and I'm not going out there without clothes! I looked af myself one last time before I wanted to get out of the bathroom.
I stood there in shock. I had like 3 hickeys and 2 bite marks.

"Vincent?!" I yelled with anger.
"Yes love?" He purred back. I got out of the bathroom to facing a Vincent getting his work uniform ready.
"Can you explain that to me?!"
"Oh! That are some ruts from a person that loves you.~"
I sighed at his answer.
"Do you have something to cover it up or hide it?"
"Why do you wanna hide it? It just shows the world that you're mine~"
"I'm not yours! Ok?! I haven't made up my mind yet. Maybe I decide to live with doll instead of you."

The lust in his eyes got replaced by sadness.
"Ok... i try to find something..."

Don't give in mike! He just wants you to be the weak one. But guess what, not with me!

He searched in his closet for a sweater and he found a good one. He smiled again and threw something at me. I took it of my face. My jaw dropped as I saw it and thought that I'm supposed to wear this. It was a pink turtle neck sweater. I threw that thing on the bed.
"No I'm not gonna wear this! Don't you have something else?"
"I'm sorry but no."
I looked at it and my face heat up.

Why does he even has this?
Did he bought it? Was it a gift?
Did he wore this?

I chuckled as I thought of Vincent wearing it.
"What are you laughing about?"
I bursted out in laughter.
"You... hahaha... in that *chuckle* thing!"
"What? I think pink is a suiting color for purple." He said sarcastically.

I calmed down a little. I took the sweater and putted it on.
Sometimes a man has to do what a man has to do.
I sighed. What is wrong with me right now?

"It really suits you mikey~" Vincent said as he tried again to get near me.
I took a few steps back and said: "h-hey go get dressed w-we have to go!"
He looked at his alarmclock and agreed. He went into the bathroom. Time to calm down.

This sweater is a little too big for me but I see why he bought it. It's really fucking comfortable. I could wear this all day if the color wouldn't be pink. It smells nice too. Like... Vincent?
Oh god no I'm not falling for him! No!