Love is Blindness- A Bethyl Story

Chapter 1

"I wish i could just.......change." I look up at him and say. "You did" "not enough.......not like you its like...your meant for how things are now." "i'm just used to it. things being ugly" "but you got away from it." "nah i didn't  " "you did!" "maybe you just gotta keep remindin me sometimes."

"would'nt kill ya to have a lil faith" "Faith, faith ain't done s*** for us."

"what the h*** is wrong with you? do you feel anythin?"

"what do you want for me girl?!?" "i want you to stop acting like you don't give a crap about anythin. like nothing we went through matters. like none of the people we lost meant anything to you.""is that what you think?" "that's what i know. i know you look at me and you just see another dead girl. i'm not like you or them... but i made it! and you don't get to treat me like crap just because your af..raid." "i ain't afraid of nuthin" ....." and now god forbid you ever let anybody get to close!"

"you said you could take care of yourself.. you did"

"your not strong enough" "i AM strong!" "how many people had to risk their lives to save you?but out there you are nothing but dead or someones burden"

"never sung out in front of a big group in public like everything was a big game! i sure as h*** never cut my wrists lookin for attention!!" "Daryl just stop!"

"the Governor rode right up to our gates! maybe if i wouldn't have stopped lookin! and your dad.....""Daryl"i hug him.

the thing is i've been afraid that its easier just to be afraid. " you gotta stay who you are not who you were.....places like this... you gotta put it behind you" "what if you cant?" "you have to....or it kills you."

if you don't have hope whats the point of living?

"i thought my singing annoyed you?" "well there ain't no jukebox so..."

"so you do think there are still good people around... what changed you mind?" "you know" comes the low grumble. "what changed your mind?" i look at him as he stares into my eyes. "oh"

"ill be gone someday" "stop" "i will... your gonna be the last one standing....you are!"

"Beth!!!! grab your s*** go out the window!" "i'm not gonna leave you!!" "just go!"

"the man i was with.... is he here to?" "you were alone"

"i don't cry anymore Daryl"   "i'm glad i didn't say goodbye... i hate goodbyes" "me too"

"your gonna miss me so bad when i'm gone Daryl Dixon"

As we all walk through the hallway for the exchange i know that in my gut this will not go down well. Something will happen. They exchanged carol and one of the officers and now its my turn. I walk down the hall toward Daryl and the others and we begin to leave. "now we just need Noah" i hear Dawn say. "we need someone here to help your already taking Beth" comes the rest. I cant let her take Noah he doesn't deserve this life none of them do. "i get it now dawn" i say as i stab her in the shoulder with a pair of scissors i stole.   -BANG- All i see is red before i fall to the ground.  -BANG-

AUTHORS NOTE:

I really hope you enjoyed this first chapter as much as i did making it i will try to post once a week on this story.The video in the beginning is what i was basing the dialouge on in the first part. It is a really awesome video so i suggest you check it out!  If you didn't quite understand what was happening in this chapter, basically Beth was looking back on all the things she went through the past couple weeks with Daryl because she knew she may not make it out alive. To see if she did wait until the next chapter!! If you have any questions or feedback i would love to hear it! please leave a comment or favorite any of your favorite upcoming chapters! see you guys soon!