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Chapter 4
He is gone…
“MARCO!”
“I love you Jean” was his last words. The flower petals of Marco disappear and there is nothing I could do. I’m alone once again for Christmas. There is nothing for me to do… I curl up in a ball and the tears flow out of me.
“Marco….Marco…..Marco…,” His name is all I can say. My freckled boy is gone. He slipped through my fingers once again.
Christmas Day
The snow dances outside my window and everyone is celebrating and having a good time. I lay here in my bed hugging the sheets where Marco laid… Marco… My freckled boy… gone forever. I lay here in my depression as the day goes on.
It’s about 1:30 and I finally got out of bed. I sit on the couch and a few tears fall. Then I remembered that I would promise to see Marco’s grave. So I get up and get dress. I decide I would wear my uniform. I grab my cape, I pull the hood up, and I walk out the door. I went into the flower shop and bought some roses and lilies. I stare at the flowers … “I love you Jean” His last words still go through my head. I choke back my tears.
“Are those for a pretty girl?” I didn’t notice the florist was talking to me.
“Huh? …No they are for an old friend,”
“That’s a Survey Corps uniform isn’t it? Was your friend in the military?”
“Yeah…died in Trost,”
“I see well Merry Christmas,”
“Yeah … Merry Christmas,” I walk out of there and had for Marco’s grave. The entire time Marco’s last words go through my head. I take out my necklace of Marco’s bone and hold it tightly as if someone was going to take it. I give it a small kiss as I walk up to Marco’s grave. I sit next to his grave and gently set the flowers at the base of the grave.
“Hey Marco … Merry Christmas sorry I couldn’t say it earlier. I love you too Marco… I can’t stand being here without you… Marco… My freckled boy… I will fight for you… for us. I love you so much Marco,” I choke back my tears but I just gave in and let them flow.
“Marco I promise I’ll fight for us,” I kiss the grave good bye and I head home.
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I'll Be Home For Christmas
FanfictionIf you could see your love one last time, would you? Even if it mean seeing them die all over again? Jean faces this and sees his beloved freckled boy full and flesh and bone but what happens next destroys his heart. Can he face his pain all over...
