" Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself." -Coco Chanel
My belt is suffocating my bottom stomach and I didn't eat dessert yet.
I shoot a glance at Gabby.
Still skinny.
I look over at Olivia.
Skin and bones.
My head feels dizzy and it's not from the food.
"Their chisel gaw and flawless nails are making fun of you."
"Go throw up and you'll be just like them."
"No!" I say out loud.
"Myaa, you didn't like my food? You used to like everything I made." Gram shouted hysterically and looked disappointed.
Everyone in the room shoots a steaming glare of a thousand suns.
"No I'm............ I just ....... I ...." I stutter to find a reasonable answer.
I ran upstairs before anyone could stop me.
I lock myself in the bathroom, I can't bare letting anyone see me do this.
I hover over the toilet.
"Just do it. You'll be beautiful."
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Extra Something Series, Falling Down Hard Enough To Hurt
SpiritualAuthor's Note: "To anyone else who crashed in life and didn't even know it." This is a real story by a different point of view. I've been called many things in my short life so far. Extra. Grandma. A liar. Ugly. Bossy. The list goes on and on...
