1: an inexperienced lover

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Young people and love. They don't know what it is or what it means. They play with it even when they know they shouldn't, like a mother telling a child not to play with the fine China and they do it anyway. The China breaks as easily as a heart and then someone comes along to fix it and they may succeed, but it will never be the same. In some cases it's a domino effect. That's what it seems like in these times.... too many people on the hoe band wagon and it gets hard trying to filter out the loyal ones.

I'll admit it. I'm young. But although I am young I know not to play with love. That's the only mature part... the childish part? I long for love like a child would instead of waiting for my time. I've never been in love, but I want to be. Right there is the problem it SEEMS nice, is it crazy to want something that in reality you know nothing about? See I think about these things but for some reason I don't care and that's how I know love is powerful, controlling even.

Love to me seems like a breathe of fresh air on a sunny day  by the beach. Not too hot. Not too cold.

I long for love, I want it, I need it, in all of its flaws and difficulties I want it , so why does it not come? I'll do anything for it.

Sometimes I think I'm too young for love, but I see people around me. My age actually finding love. Not those relationships that last a couple weeks, but an actual relationship and I think "why not me?"  The only thing that bothers me is when my peers claim they are in love after 1-3 weeks of dating. I like to think love likes to take its time to come and I definitely don't think it comes in 1-3 weeks.

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Is love a totally different chapter in life?

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