Funny story actually when I was in the seventh grade my friend introduce to me to this dude through kik. I had never met him before or seen him, but we were all talking in a group chat and he was flirting and I was confused out of my mind because I'm like who is this dude and eventually he private messaged me and asked me out and for some reason I said yes then he hit me with three words and everything changed so quickly he said "I love you". And in that moment my heart dropped. I didn't know what to say! I literally knew him for like 2 hours and he loves me!!!! I was so scared I deleted out conversation and blocked him and I haven't spoken to him since.
Now I know you guys are like wtf?? Why you do that?
The thing is I don't play about saying I love you and that's what these young kids do when the thing they're in love after two hours and then on top of that I couldn't bring myself to tell such lies. I DIDN'T LOVE THAT DUDE!!
And I honestly don't remember his name and I don't feel bad about it.
I was put in a very uncomfortable situation at 12 years old!! When I tell some one that I love them I mean it no matter what type of relationship it is. I think that as I learned that everyone is not your friend I learned that you can't love love everyone you have to love them but not that level. (Lol)
I would never lie and tell someone I love them and hopes that that will never happen to me. I want to treat people the way I want to be treated and lying about love is just not the way to go.
One thing I did learn from that story was that I'm scared when it comes to love even though that was not love it was love at that age, you know what I mean it was the definition of Love at my age at 12. You think you're in love and you love quickly and then you not love just as fast. And I was scared of it I was put in similar situations at other times and I was scared, it's funny how I want to experience love but at the same time I'm terrified I just feel a lot comes with wanting to be in love and actually being in love and going through your day caring about and someone more than yourself. And yes you already do that with your family but not on that level and when you're young you're selfish and young people are foolish when it comes to love.
People get wrapped up in they're lives and making money which is all well and good but they forget to love or feel they are incapable of love, but people make time for the things they want to make time for and there is nothing stopping them. Maybe some people have been hurt so much that they don't want to be in love at that point in their lives...
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