Death Trip (Motionless in White FanFic)

I hate you!

Sarah POV

After I was done talking to Ange I went to find Chris. I walked up front and I saw Ricky so i asked where's Chris was. Ricky said he was outside so that's where I went . I walked outside the bus looking for Chris it shouldn't be that hard he's tall asf lol I walked around the grounds where the busses were and I couldn't find him anywhere.

I decided to go back to the bus and I was walking back I saw him! And with a girl!

My heart just broke into a thousand pieces. He has his arms around her kissing all over her! I thought he liked me, I thought he really did I guess I was right after all, who would like a girl like me. I was standing there and he looked up and saw me and I never ran so quick, I heard him calling after me but I ran straight into the bus in the back where Ange was.

I ran into the bus not caring if the door slammed behind me with tears in my eyes, luckily no one was there besides Ange and Ricky. I ran right passed Ricky and straight to the back. Ange was still there thank god.

Me: Chris...He h...he (chocking on my words) I went to look for him he was k...kiss...kissing some other girl.

I managed to get out

Ange: omg! I'm going to kill him wtf? He really likes you tho!

Me: that's what I thought, but I guess I was right all along I mean who would like a girl like me anyways!

Ange: oh honey you're amazing and any guy would be lucky to have you! Don't say that about yourself!

Me: I just can't believe he would do that!

Ange: idk what's up with the guys tonight but fuck them!

Me: yeah I guess I just really like him ya know

Ange: yeah I know

Me: what happen with Ricky?

Ange: I threw a game console at him

Me: Ange!!

Ange: I know but I was pissed

Me: yeah thats you

Ange: let's go do something get out mind off things yeah?

Me: yeah

As we finished our convo we decided to go do something get away from the boys for a while. We walked back up to the front and I saw who I didn't want to see...Chris. He looked up at me I know he felt bad but I didn't care at the point. He went to speak and I cut him off before he could get out a word.

Me: you know what Chris just save it, all the stuff you said to me was a lie, the way you made me feel was just a lie, when you promised to never hurt me! Well news flash ya did! Go back and have fun with your little slut!!

Chris: Sarah...I'm sorry... I feel horri...

Me: you know what fuck you!!!

With that I walked out of the bus going away as far as possible I couldn't stand being there anymore... I guess Ange was talking to someone in the bus because I don't see her, oh well I just kept walking trying not to cry. I was walking for about good 30 minutes then I ran into someone...Ghost. Great Chris probably sent him to talk to me.

Me: oh hey sorry ghost I didn't see you there!

Ghost: oh it's okay... Sarah why are your eyes all red and puffy? Have you been crying?

Me: umm no...okay yeah I have ( looking down at my shoes)

Ghost: why what did Chris do to you! ( you can tell in his voice he was mad)

Me: it's what Chris didn't do to me, I was looking for him and I saw him with his arms around another girl kissing her! *my voice cracking as I said the last part*

Ghost: oh love I'm so sorry come here (pulling me into a hug)

Me: I don't why he did it. Am I not good enough for him?

Ghost: honey you're more than good enough you're absolutely gorgeous and any guy to have you would be lucky as hell!!

Me: thanks ghost you know exactly what to say!

Ghost: anytime dear I'm always here for you, you can talk to me about anything okay?

Me: thanks Ghost it means a lot!

Ghost: let's go back okay?

Me : okay.

I walked backed with Ghost to the bus. I really didn't want to see Chris but I didn't want to be in the cold either and after talking to Ghost I'm feeling a little better. Once we got back everyone was sitting up front either playing video games or just talking to each other. I saw Ange sitting with Ricky, which threw me off but I didn't say anything. I guess one of us solved their problem, now I have mine!