My Story

Chapter One

Well, we all have our stories to tell. Sometimes we don't completely tell the truth, and that's because we have things we want to hide. Sometimes it's because we want things to happen, that didn't. Or we wanted to do something, but never put enough effort into it, and never achieved it. Sometimes we want to meet people, and we never got to meet them. Or we met people, and wished we didn't meet them. Well, I used to be like that, lying about it, hoping my life will seem more exciting, and people might actually give a shit about me, but lying about it only made it harder. But one day, I decided I didn't need to lie about the people I met, because I met the most perfect guy in the world years ago, but was just noticing him. His brown hair, with his blue/gray eyes that made me melt. His laugh and smile to top it off, and everything else about him was just perfect. That was the day I found that you don't need to lie about your life if you don't think it's exciting enough. Don't lie to yourself. You're life may be the shittiest it's ever been, or maybe it's the best it's ever been. Maybe you seem like your life is boring, or maybe you think you're the worse person alive, and you ruin everything, maybe your goal is to be the funny one, but you don't think your funny so you make up stories that happened to you. Maybe you really are those things, but that's you. You are here for a reason. I was just like that, never thinking I was good enough, but that special person was there trying to bring me up, but I only built my walls higher and higher. You don't need to lie, be true to yourself, because one day the roller coaster of life that seemed to get no where, would start moving, up and down, twists and turns, surprises at every turn. There would be pain and happiness, laughter and tears, but there would always be that one person there for you. You didn't know you need this person, and you took them for granted. You thought you would be fine in your own, and that you weren't that broken. But really you were broken beyond repair, but that one person had just the right glue to put you back together, but you kept pushing them away. They've loved you forever, and they've been with you forever, but you never noticed how much they love you. You were too fucking stupid not to notice, and you only did notice when it was too late. When this person was leaving, and after they left you knew you would do anything to get them back. This is my story, and it's going to be told with out lies or tweaks that I thought it needed, because now that I notice this perfect person in my story, I notice the story is perfect how it is. From start to finish it was perfect, and I'll tell you why.