The person I am today, I am not proud of myself. Out of everything I've done in an amount of 12, and soon to be 13 years, there's only a minimum of good in those whole number of years.
I've hurt people and people have hurt me. I have issues and problems that I can't solve by myself, and I won't go get help for it. I'm scared to be myself around people.
People will call you fake if you aren't being your true self, but when you are your true self, they hate it and judge you.
I don't like how I look, I dont like who I am. And I feel like a terrible human being.
But then again.
At the end of the day.
I'm just me.
I have to go with what I look like.
I have to be true to myself.
You might be breathing.
But you aren't living just yet.
