My Day

February 13-17

I'm dating this guy, he is 2 years older then me. He was dating one of my close friends and yes I know about the friend rules, your not supposed to date one of your friends ex's, but after they broke up I started hanging out with him and after about a month I started liking him. Emma (cupidslayer500) was the first one to find out that I liked him, the next person to find out was a friend of Emma's. Her name is Ryan, I guess she liked Dylan and she was jealous of me cause I was always hanging out with him. I hated when I would be eating lunch with Emma and she would come sit by us and start talking about Dylan, how she and him were going to start dating and a whole bunch more, every time she would start talking about it I would get up and walk away with out answering Emma when she would ask me where I was going. I would go and find my sister Tryna and after I find her I would either start crying or I would tell her what's going on and she would try to make me laugh. The next person who found out was Dylan, I don't know how he found out, I still want to know how he found out. One day he kissed my forehead and after that he kept doing that. One day I told my friend who came over to my house and she told me to ask him why he keeps kissing me on the forehead. He said, "He wants to kiss me on the lips and he asked me if I would let him." I think I told him, " I don't know, you can try." The Monday after we talked about that he kissed me on the lips, that made me happy. But the problem was we weren't dating at the time, he kept kissing me. Before Christmas break my friend Tryna told him that he needs to ask me out. On my last day before Christmas break he asked me out. I was so happy.

But something happened this week. I didn't see what happened cause I was in core but my friend Tryna did when she was heading to core. When she saw what happened and she was pissed, she decided that she wants to keep an eye on them. It happened on Tuesday during core/flex. It was valentine's day and I guess the girl's birthday. She tried to kiss my boyfriend and she knew he was dating me. He told her no but she said you need to kiss me it's my birthday, he told her no again. I had to find this out from my friend, I waited until half way through lunch to see if he would tell me, but he didn't. And the week before he got mad at me for not telling him that this boy that we both know likes me. That is nothing compared to someone trying to kiss him. I found out that she sits by him in his 4th period, I wasn't too happy about that. Me and Tryna decided that we were going to make her sorry for doing that. So I made a big origami heart, we wrote notes, and put them in the little pocket on the heart.

On Wednesday we had my boyfriend gave it to her and when she read one of the notes she got pissed off. The note she read was the one where we called her a nasty hoe. But she didn't know who it was from and it's going to stay like that.

One of my friends told me something after I told her what happen. To find out she is one of he's ex's so I wasn't too happy about that. I didn't like her from the start or trust her. I guess I can get jealous and overprotective sometimes.

Today is Friday and that girl hasn't been here for two days now, I'm starting to feel that it maybe a little of my fault that she hasn't been here. I know I shouldn't feel bad or guilty about doing that cause I knew what I was doing was going to make her mad. During for I found out something that kinda made me mad but for the most part today wasn't too bad unlike this week. But the bus ride home this girl who rides my bus told me something I didn't like but I'm going to let it go and not worry about it.