The Neon Lights Tour ( Camren ) & MORE

Chapter 19

Ally POV 

I woke up too cooking in the kitchen and i went to it falling the scent off Eggs and toast " Mmm smells perfect " I said too Camila who was holding a spatula " Thanks grab a plate ill serve you and Mani since you guys are the only ones up " I nodded getting a plate and When served i sat next to normani and Camila sat next to me " How you feeling " Camila asked me looking at me sympatheticly which was weird.... oh crap i think she knows.." Ummm fine " i said as if i have no idea what she is talking about " okkkkayyyy..." Camila said looking down at her plate " This game sucks! " Normani said throwing her phone on the table and i look too see its flappy birds and i laugh " that game is evil i got it for 10 minutes and i couldnt handle it so i deleted it " I said and Mani laughed " get it again so we can comepte with eachother " I nodded going into my app store " I have 76 " Camila said triumphantly and Mani shook her head " No life " I coughed and camila pushed me playfulyl  " Whatever ! " We all ate playing the game and laughing until lauren and Dinah woke up and we all played the game together.. Lauren got the most.

I was sitting in the dressing room as someone was doing my hair playing flappy birds so i could beat Normani and i felt someone tap my shoulder " You know if you lower the sensitivity on your phone the game is easier " I  heard the british voice say and i looked up too see Cher " thanks... " I said looking back down locking my phone " yeah.. " I saw her face turn sad and she walked away and i just sat there staring in the mirror.

I kissed a girl... and i liked it... wow katy perry i feel you... . This is so wrong my parent would kill me! This cant be happening im suppose to kiss boys and like it ... well i do.. does that mean im Bisexual? NO i like boys ONLY...

before i knew it i was finished getting ready so i walked out of the dressing room. I saw Cher talking with Selena and my heart started racing faster than ever " Hey Ally " Cher said and they both waved and i just turned away walking in the other direction. God that was so rude! This is drivin me crazy.

We just finished our sound check and I was getting off stage when i felt some one pull me too the side " We need too talk! " I looked up too see cher. " Ya sure.. " I replied and she rolled her eyes then dragged me too her dressing room.

When we got inside i sat on the couch and she sat across from me " Allyson... "  she said and i looked up " Yes?" she sighed and put her hands on her temples rubbing them " Ally i had an amazing kiss with you and you just.... i dont know ran.. why?"  she said with sadness in her eyes " Look, I dont like girls i like boys i dont know what that was honestly but we cant be that " I said honestly and i felt my heart shatter when a tear streamed down her cheek " Oh dont cry please " I begged quickly wiping it away. I felt a jolt of electricty run threw my thumb when it touched her cheek so i quickly pulled away ... " Why are you fighting it?" She asked " What?" I play dumb " I know you feel it too... please just let go whatever it is thats holding you back" she said staring into my eyes .... i thought about it for a minute but i could hear my mom and dads voices in my head ... even my grandma... screaming that this is so wrong " Bloody hell ally! " Cher yelled then crashed her lips on mine and my heart jumped at first i tried to push away but she had a tight grip on me. then i gave in. Our lips harmonized and moved with eachother. Her hands were running threw my hair and my hands fell down, now holding her waist. She laid me down on the couch never breaking the kiss and it got rougher. She bit my lip pulling it which cause me to moan then she kissed me again, Harder. 

When i couldnt breath i pushed her away with everything i had and we both sat there panting. I was in a daze, That was the best kiss i have ever had and i just cant deny this anymore " So what do you say?" I hear the beautiful british girl say still trying to catch her breath " I say.... Yes " She smiled and came closer to me but i put my hand on her chest stoping her " But we have to take it slow alright?" she nodded quickly then i put my hand down placing my lips softly on hers giving her a kiss " So Allyson Brooke Dawson would you like to be my ' taking it slow' girlfriend?" she asked and i giggled " Yes " i said smiling and she wrapped her arms around my waist giving me a big hug and i wrapping mines around her neck.

We held onto eachother for a while until my phone rang. I saw it was Normani and i answered quickly " Sup?" i say and Cher moved her hand into mines " Come we are getting on the bus " I hung up " I have to go to the bus " I tell cher and she pouted " Stay on minesss " I giggled and she pecked my lips " Maybe " She nodded and we left the dressing room. She walked me to the 5H bus and kissed my cheek " Ill wait for you " She said in a questioning tone and i nodded " Ill just get some things " She nodded and i climbed into the bus running to get some PJ's and my tooth brush " Woah woah there AllyCat what rush are you in?" Lauren asked me and i looked around nervously " Ummm going to sleep on another bus " I said if it wasnt a bgi deal " Whos?" she asked suprised " and i smiled... i mean she would be cool with it right? " Cher's " I said simply and she squealed poking my tummy " ALLY AND CHER SITTING IN A TREE K I S S I N G " she screamed and all the girls came up too me " G Shit? On the real?" Dinah asked and i nodded " FINALLY! " Camila screamed and they all hugged me.. " Congrats " Normai said patting my back " I gotta go but ill see you tomorrow guys " I yelled out and they all waved bye and i ran to Cher's bus " hey love " She smiled helping me with my things " hey you " i winked and she laughed " Someones cheeky " I shrugged and she set me up on the extra bunk " I told the girls " I said and she smiled " Thats great baby im glad " Butterflies erupted in my tummy when she said baby... god i like this alot " Yeah they were very happy " I looked down at my phone and the time was alrady 12 and i gasped " God we have to get to bed ! " I said and Cher laughed " Your such a goody girl " I shrugged and walked into the bathroom changing into my PJ's. 

When i came out cher was changed and in bed already so i got into mines " Im glad your here" she said and i smiled " I am too Cher " She blew me a kiss and i blew her one back " Night Ally " ..." night Cher Lloyd " She laughed and turned off the light from her bunk and i sat there looking at her..... Oh my god, I have a girlfriend!