Mad At Myself

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Winter slowly distancing away
Snow like white sand.

I've been here for a long time.

Mad at myself for loving you
when I prefer wine, you prefer blood
I drive my camaro
and
you're and old rusty car

You look at me with disdain
damn me for falling for those eyes

                      some thousands of days before
                   and I'm mad at myself for remembering it's our
                            would've been anniversary
                       and the baby would have been alive.

heart made out of flesh, heart made out of bloodlust
                   and what am I waiting for?
      to escape this war you've caused

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