Why does this hurt so much?
I know i've done the right thing
I don't understand why it feels so wrong
I feel betrayed
I have enimies I never wanted to have to ever have
I'm being told I am a liar
that it is all my fault
this feeling is unbearable
I wish I kept my mouth shut
I never wanted this to happen!
I never wanted any of this!!
I've hurt people I care about to protect myself
The worst part is I can never make it right
at this point I really start to question if.....
It was worth it.
