You see me here,
But I'm lost somewhere
Between my thoughts and forth dimensional space.
I stare,
Not realizing the fact.
Mind working out of track,
Trying hard,
Finding answers
To questions unknown.
Our conversations play on repeat.
My mind is a tape recorder,
A broken one indeed.
I stress,
Even harder,
Only to get lost further.
Resurfacing the buried pain.
Remembering nights
Crying.
All in vain.
Its like going in a black hole.
It's dark
Filled with my emptiness
It's lonely.
I like it.
I can finally give myself some time,
From the torturous pain.
Hoping to heal
I know i will
Someday.
Now I can only wait.
Waiting with longanimity.
My body nearly giving out due to mental exhaustion.
A tear rolled down my cheek.
Expressing myself for me.
I quickly wiped it away and smiled
When you looked at me
Pretending,
My feelings being non existent.
