okay guys i took awhile to update but here it is. also, guys pls stop reporting each other's comments like are u rlly reporting other people just for cussing?? cuz if that's the reason then my story has probably been reported so many times 😂 but yeah pls guys stop reporting each other's comments i could care less about cussing.
and i'm also sorry about the last chapter being really short, i just needed to update 😂
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where are they?!?! i kept mumbling to myself, getting pissed that i couldn't find them.
i ran way closer to the bus and the blurry crowd started to get clearer. i looked around and finally found a fiona hugging carl from a short distance. they looked away from each other,
"i mean, what the hell did i do to make her not come?!" carl asked her, a little rudely. "i'm leaving right now you know."ian and lip looked over at me running to them and grinned.
"look it's your princess." ian said in a mocking voice to carl, shoving a cancer stick in his mouth and lighting it.
carl swung his head back to see what they were talking about, and grinned widely at my presence as i did the same and ran to leap into his arms.
he gladly caught me and swung me in a circle and drove his lips into mine.
i pulled away and caught my breath.
"sorry i'm late." i laughed feeling a little bad.he grinned at me and sighed, "thought i would be leaving you without a kiss."
"you're not leaving me." i raised an eyebrow, "you just won't see me for a short period of time." i said hopefully.
he put me down but kept his arms around my hips.
"yeah." he said, his eyes seeming a little tired.
"are you sure you still wanna do this?" i asked uneasy, thinking about how this is more than just 'a short period of time'.
"yeah.. it is babe." he said reassuringly. "i gotta start over and be a better person." he rubbed my back a little trying to encourage me to stop worrying.
you don't need to go to military school to start over. you already started over. you're a better person and you're amazing. leaving everyone is the best option to fix something that's already been fixed?
i wanted to blurt that thought out so bad but i knew i couldn't because i'd sound psycho. i don't want him leaving. but then again i don't want to be clingy. his choices, not mine.
"okay." i said quietly.
carl and i looked over to the bus that was only a few feet ahead of us. the driver was waiting for carl to come in. he was annoyed, i could tell. he was waiting for us and only us.
"i gotta go." he said to all of us. he seemed determined that he really wanted to go, but i could tell there was a little sadness in his eyes.
he hugged everyone first, then he turned back to me again and wrapped his arms around me.
he leaned down to my lips and closed his eyes before smashing his onto mine once again. i breathed in, realizing i won't get this again in awhile. he snaked his hands down slowly onto my butt before lightly squeezing it.
i gasped slightly and pulled away, realizing we were causing a scene. i looked up at carl and he was smirking.
he did this on purpose. leaving me to all the attention of what just happened while he gets to leave, dodging the questions of his family members. this kinda reminded me of how he used to be, sneaky and a fuckboy, even though he isn't one anymore.
"well i see how freaky you guys could get now..." ian said chuckling and scratching the back of his neck before taking another hit of his cigarette.
i turned red, trying to hide it by flipping my hair closer to my face.
carl gave me one last peck on my lips before looking me in the eyes and sadly smiling.
i gave the same smile back as he grabbed his bags and got in the bus.
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we all sighed as the bus slowly drove away from us.
"dam." i said disappointed.
"so, about that kis-" lip started, but i quickly interrupted, "shut up lip."
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i'll update sooner because i'm on spring break, i know what i'll be writing about so i won't lag as bad as i've been doing recently. i love you guys so much thank you for the support once again 💞💞💞