my ex came back in my life.
i thought i missed him, i thought it was a sign, i felt like i needed to just talk to him.
i thought i was right.
now i remember why we broke up in the first place. i always blamed said it was because i moved but there's many reasons why.
he's controlling, blames me for everything, accuses me of using him, think i have to prove myself to him, tries to make me someone i'm not to fit his standards, but claims he's in love with me and never fell out of love with me.
but if he was in love with me, he wouldn't try to change me.
if this was a few years ago when we first dated, i would've done anything to make it work.
but i'm so happy i'm not that person anymore.
i'm my own person, no one owns me, and i'm a great person especially now than i've ever been.
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daily thoughts
Randomthings i would never tell anyone asides from my therapist and strangers on the internet.