I can't believe it. I feel like there is an elephant on my chest and I can feel my heart breaking, no not just breaking shattering. I never expected you to move on without me. How can you do this to me. Now your with my friend who would have thought it. I smile to hide my pain looking at you now knowing I'll never again feel your warm caring embrace. That I'll never again call you love. I'll never again feel your soft lips against mine. I'll never be your babe. Just friends right. I can't sleep because I know I'll dream of you and wake up in tears because your gone. I'm never hungry anymore. Your always on my mind. I have to suffer watching you be with my friend and I have to force myself to be happy for you guys when on the inside I'm dying without you. I just never thought it would truly end I thought we were forever
