This darkness swirls in side of me like an angry storm
It appeared out of nowhere and now it never seems to leave.
It makes me feel empty and depressed
It makes me want to slice my skin and shove pills down my throat in hopes to never wake up.
This darkness makes me shy away from people in fear of being judged.
It makes me wish I was never born.
This darkness is the reason I wanna die it consumes all the joy and warmth leaving my heart ice cold.
This is the darkness I live with. People tell me I need to just be happy but it's not that easy. I can't just be happy. And one day the darkness might consume me but until then I will continue to live with the darkness because there is no other choice the darkness is and will always be there the darkness is part of me.
