Curse ▶ jjk ; kth

Bleeding

Warning

*after coming home*
jungkook pov

"mum im not going to school again " I said softly as I walked home the events of today floating in my head .. my mum's head shot at my words and her cheerful smile turned into a little frown ..

"why not honey ? what happened " she said as she stood from the couch posing her favorite show .. I just sighted and put "my" bag pack on the ground .. should I tell her everything .. she will understand and let me stay home right ? or will she look at me with her sad puppy eyes begging me to go back .. I ruffled my hair in frustrations and prepared my self for a long speech

"look my mum .. it's not that I hate school .. but don't forget I am a vampire okay ? do u have any idea how many people is in that school .. i could lose my mind or worst .. i could lose control and im sure u dont want that to happen "

I finished my speech and watched her get closer and closer to me she then put her tow hands on my shoulders and looked deep in my eyes .. oh no i know what this is about .. 1 .. 2 and three

"you are lying" she said and i was not surprised at all .. the thing about half vampires is that the color of their eyes change , not only when thirsty but when feeling .. but its not really visible only if u pay a lot of attention in the center of the eye which i don't think normal human beings do

"tell me what this is really about " she said as she grabbed my hand and walked me to the couch ..there was silence for a few minutes and i decided to break it

"there is this boy .. " i started but i couldn't finish cuz of my mum grabbing my hand
" omg u like someone !! " she said with a huge smile on her face her eyes almost watery "N-No!! I don't like a boy !! its just that he have a strong smell of blood that drives me crazy, and he happens to be wanting to be my friend " I said wanting to take the thought of liking taetae out of my head ..

I'm not homophobic or something, I just never thought i would have that kind of interest in a boy .. wait do i like him ? no no jungkook, its just that u haven't contacted with a human in a long time thats all ..

my mum sighted and took her small hand of my wrist "oh i see " she said with a frown "u can just avoid him im sure its gonna be fine " she finished and smiled warmly at me .. i groaned and stood up rushing to my room .. ughh should i tell her the real reason ? or should i just pretend to be going to school ?

taehyung pov

why ? the question repeated in my head "why ?" I said softly looking at myself in the mirror .. why does all this have to happen to me "why ? " I repeated again opening the shelf of my bathroom .. why do i have to be this disgusting thing "why ?" i said a little loader this time opening the little box .. why am I even alive "why?" I took the sharp metal object and admired it with a little physco smirk on my lips .. why does my worst nightmares become reality ?

"why!!" I shouted out load while cutting the soft skin on my wrist "useless peace of shit !!" I yelled tears blurring my vision I subbed while repeating what the child me had to hear and still hearing these days

"you fagot !! when will u ever be loved!!" I sobbed while cutting the pale skin enjoying the pain that it caused me " nobody loved you .. nobody will love you " I said softer as I felt that breathing became harder with each drop of blood .. I sobbed harder dropping the blade and staring at myself in the mirror
"d-disgusting .. " I whispered

I backed away a few steps till I hit the closed door of my bathroom , i clinched my stomach tight and sobbed loudly not caring if anybody heard me, they wouldn't care anyway
"they will never do " i said these words and my vision started to go black .. am i dying ?
"help .. jungkook" thats the name i whispered softly before blacking out

Helooo !! Is it me your looking for .. I haven't uploaded in days but I'm back at it again so don't kill me plz xD
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