Curse ▶ jjk ; kth

The Day I Lost You

Jungkook pov

Kookie ?

The word that escaped taehyung's mouth before curling up in my chest triggered something within me

memories that I buried deep in my mind , memories that haunted my dreams , memories that were forgotten for a reason

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"Kookie !!" Taehyung winded from the other side of the room

currently we were in his room , me sitting on the bed laying my head on the wall behind me with my eyes closed, him sitting on the willed chair from across the room

I opened one eye signaling him that I am listening , he just pouted sighting in boredom

"I am bored" the 16 years old boy wined once again throwing his arms dramatically in the air , even tho he was older then me he is really fullish and childish

I sometimes feel bad for him , the fact that he doesn't know the reason he is here , the fact that my dad is using him and telling him he is part of the family when he is just another doll , an experiment that my psychopath father is planing

But I can't tell him anything , no matter how much I want to just grab his hand and escape this madness , I am stuck here , all i can do is show him love and try and make it up for him

the family he thinks he have is lie , he soon will understand that , he could have been adopted by a nice family , but the poor kid ended up with a vampire step brother and a crazy father with multiple personality disorder

"Wanna play some video games ! " I asked excitedly jumping from the bed to the PlayStation we had plugged in the wall , the boy followed my steps a wide box like grin appeared on his face as he clapped his hand together

Some may think a 15 years old kid like me know nothing about the word , the fact is I am pretty mature , maturity doesn't come with age it comes with experiences , such as death , these experiences will build a strong wall around our hearts each brick made out of some kind of emotion that taught us something bitter about life that made us stronger and mature

soon as these disasters continue to happen the cheerfully child in us will fade away , and that's how you become mature , and I am pretty sure what I have been throw made me feel enough emotions that helped me finish the wall around my heart

But this boy , Kim taehyung somehow managed to bring the kid inside me back , he made me have feeling that slowly destroyed the wall of protection I made around my heart

Joy settled in my heart as long as I am with him

laughter always heard when I am around him

satisfaction was felt when I hugged him

I felt lucky when I held his arm as we ran around

calm when we lay down with headphones in ears enjoying the calm music

grateful to share small little moments like that time I was gone for the night and when I came back I found him sleeping hugging my shirt