(new Updates) SHORT POEMS - Chaos Theory

since you're gone

excuse the bad english/grammar/spelling

enjoy the sadness

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Since you're gone, i've been wondering:

,,What was it like for him to love me?"

Baby, you must have been feeling like dancing with the devil.

Holding this empty body in the pale moonlight.

Looking into those deep eyes, seeing my dark soul.

Kissing my rough lips, touching my cold hands.

Since you're gone, i was thinking about:

,,What was it like to love him?"

Baby, i felt like living on planet mars.

I felt like having the goddamn sunshine in my heart.

Getting lost in those bright eyes, seeing all of you.

Kissing your soft lips, touching your warm hands.

Since you're gone, i can't stop complaining about:

,,Loosing you, how does that actually feel?"

Precious, loosing you feels like dying every second.

Going to bed, wishing i could tell you about my day.

Waking up and reaching for my phone, and not seeing a new text.

Loosing you feels like drowning while watching you breathe.