Zoren

Its over

Loren's POV
Me: "I don't think I can do this anymore Luna"
Luna: "what can't you do"
Me: " date Zach"
Luna: " what why"
Me: " he keeps ruining things"
Luna looks at me
Luna: " Loren but you guys have been on and off"
I look at Luna and my eyes tear up
Me: " I don't know "
I look at Luna and start to sing

"Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If u wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you'll never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her"
I hear clapping.
Luna: " look at my phone "
I see Luna's phone and I see that Zach is crying.
Zach: " I'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend and I'm sorry for being an asshole I'm sorry for being a FUCKING PERSON WHO MAKES FUCKING MISTAKES "
Me: " IM TIRED OF FAKE PEOPLE FAKE SMILES FAKE HUGS FAKE HOPS FAKE FRIENDS FAKE LOVE "
I scream now I'm crying even more then I was.
Me: " you know what "
Zach: " what "
Me: " I can't love you anymore "
His eyes start to water up.
Me: " it hurts me to love a person who means so much "
Zach: " fine then "
Me: " goodbye "
Zach: " bye "
The phone hangs up.
Luna: " sis? "
Me: " what? "
Luna: " wannna hug? "
I nod my head.
Three hours later
I get a notification that Zach is live so I decided to watch.
Zach: " hey guys "
His eyes were red and puffy and he looked a mess.
Zach: " um okay I messed up bad guys "
Zach: " listen Loren I know you watching just listen to me "
Zach: " okay I'm gonna sing something for you "
Beechloren02: go ahead
Zach: " This is a radio message to my baby,
And I'm begging her
Come back, come back,
Come back, come back.

I'm sorry that I made you cry,
I'm sorry for, for the rest of my life,
And I'm sorry that I hurt you,
And I'm sorry for lying to you,

And I'm lost without you,
Cause I'm, about you,
'Cause you're here to stay, on me
I'm going crazy 'cause I lost my best friend
Can you forgive me, can you forgive me
I don't want no more tickets
No limo ride
I'm the next caller on the line

This is a radio message to my baby,
And I'm begging her , come back,
Come back, come back, come back.
This is a radio message to my baby,
And I'm back and, I'm begging her Come back, come back, come back,
Come back, come back.

And I'm sorry for treating you that way,
I'm sorry for all the, those silly mistakes
Sorry I didn't to what I promised,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that we ever met.

I'm lost without you,
Cause I'm all about you,
To stay, on me,
I'm going crazy 'cause I lost my best friend,
Can you forgive me, can you forgive me"
By the end of this I'm crying. But I don't think I can forgive him.
Zach: " Loren I don't really know if your here but all I need to tell you is that I know I messed up so many times and all I have to tell you is that I love you and you will always have a big chunk of my heart and you will always be my number one choice. What I have left to say is that.....I will never stop loving you until you forgive me"
Beechloren02: I will forgive you
Zach: " really  get in the q"
And i saw him.
Zach: " um hi "
Me: " hey um how are ya "
Zach: " bad how bout you "
Me: " dude same "
Zach: " what happened "
Me: " well fist off imma piece of shit, and uh I broke up with the only person who actually understands me "
Zach: " uh yeah my girlfriend broke up with me "
Me: " sorry "
Zach: " soooo "
Me: " um I should get going "
Zach: " um yea if you want "
Me: " bye Zach "
Zach: " bye Loren "