Depression

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Zach's POV
It's been two months since Loren and I last talked and I've been really depressed lately. I been trying to do somethings I will regret . But someone has helped me through it and it was Ariel. I can't believe that me and Ariel have become really close again I know that shouldn't be close with her again by I am we have been kissing a lot lately. But I don't know how Loren feels or what loren is going through right now?
Loren's POV
I have been really depressed lately. I cut myself so many times I lost so much blood and I refuse to go anywhere the only four people I talk to are Weston Nick Mark and Luna I can't stand to see Zach. I don't know how he is feeling but nick has told me that he has been hanging out ugh Ariel. I think it's time for me to leave this world and I have to tell he people I love goodbye. Let's start with Mario.
Zach's POV
I got a call from Mario.
Me: " hey "
Mario: " ZACH IS THAT YOU "
Me: " Mario it's me what's wrong "
Mario: " YOU WOULDNT KNOW BUT SHES NOT CALLING YOUAND SHE GONNA KILL HERSELF "
Me: " who is gonna kill themselves "
Mario cut out after that.
Wild👅 group chat
Me: guys who is gonna kill themselves
Mario😁: UGHHH
Markus💛: WAIT YOU DIDNT GET THE CALL
Nick❤️❤️: OMFG
Ariel😍: what's happening
Me: someone is gonna kill themselves
Luna😛: I actually am I about to stab you Zach
Me: what did I do
Luna😛: go ask who is gonna kill themselves
Markus💛: who is closest to Loren's house rn
Nick❤️❤️: Me
Markus💛: She isn't breathing
Luna😛: wait Mark your kidding right
Markus💛: Luna come up stairs
Luna😛: FUCK YOU ZACH GO TO HELL
Me: I'm so confused
Mario😁: if you didn't get the memo Loren commuted suicide you asshole
Weston😻: I'm going to find whoever made her do this and make them pay
Markus💛: I can't believe I have never seen all the cuts all over her
Ariel😍: ugh
Luna😛: you wanna start with me
Ariel😍: let's go
Luna😍: gotchu bitch
End of chat
I can't believe Loren did that
Ariel: " you okay "
Me: " no I'm not okay "
Ariel: " do you want a kiss"
That's when Luna busted through the door.
Luna: " bitch you finna throw some hands let's go "
Ariel: " hit me "
Luna punches Ariel once then twice then a third time after she finished Ariel she ran over to me.
Luna: " have fun "
Luna punched her fist against the wall so many times until her whole hand was swollen.
Me: " is loren really dead "
Luna: " yea you dick"
Loren's POV
I see a bright light. I feel something gripping my hand.
Nick: " Loren if you can hear me I love you so much sis I can't live a world where you aren't there I love you "
Then someone else walks in.
Luna: " hay sista I miss you so much and I have to kill Zach and yeah if you wanted to know he's with Ariel again so you don't have to worry about him before I get snot all over you I'll bring Weston in here "
Luna's gone and Weston enters.
Weston: " omg Loren I love you so much and don't leave me please please please please don't leave me I can't live without you. I brought a gift for you CoCo She can lay here with you until you feel all better okay."
Weston leaves the room and someone walks in
Mark: " hey best friend if you can hear me I need you to listen to me. You gotta wake up not just for me but for everyone out there. If your wondering in that tiny little head of yours we wouldn't let Zach come. It was Luna and Nicks decision but I have to be the one to report the news but if you don't wake up in the next 2 hours they will pull the plug. Loren you have been here for 4 months I haven't been doing well so please if you can hear me show me a sign. "
I squeezed Marks hand and opened my eyes.
Me: " hey bestie "
Mark: " LOREN YOUR AWAKE "
Me: " I am "
Mark runs out of the room and Luna and Nick run over to me.
Me: " hey guys "
Luna: " hey girl "
Nick: " omg I missed your voice "
Me: " can you pass me CoCo channel "
Luna: " who brought her here "
Me: " Weston "
Nick: " I'm pretty sure Mark told you but Zach's not here "
Me: " I know I heard "
Nick: " okay let's bring Weston in here"
They run out and Weston walks in.
Weston: " DAUGHTER "
Me: " MOTHER "
Weston: " how are ya "
Me: " good "
Weston: " do I have to kill Zach "
Me: " nah he is happy with Ariel but Weston can I ask you for a favor "
Weston: " totally "
Me: " okay go in my pants pocket and get my house keys and give them to Nick and Luna and tell them to get my laptop my charger for my laptop my phone and my phone charger and my Polaroid with the bag holder thing "
Weston: " okay will be right back "
He leaves and returns two minutes later.
Weston: " okay listen to me "
Me: " okay "
Weston: " I invited Zach to come see you"
Me: " okay I don't care "
Weston: " oh okay good "
Me: " so can I log into my twitter on my phone "
Weston: " of course "
Beechloren02: hey guys I will explain everything when I get my laptop I'm just using Weston's phone right now so bye
Me: " thanks mom "
Weston: " Zach's here you ready "
Me: " as ready as I'll ever be "
Weston: " do you care if Ariel comes in here "
Me: " nope "
I hear the door open. I see him. Zachary Reed Clayton. And behind him I see a rat but let's ignore her.
Weston: " I'm gonna leave "
Me: " oh no your not "
Weston: " I have to pee "
Me: " why didn't you say that "
Weston: " because beautiful women and a natural asset to the people of Florida "
Me: " ahah go die while peeing "
Weston: " will do "
Weston walks out.
Ariel: " hey bitch "
Me: " hey thot "
Zach: " Loren "
Me: " that's my name "
Zach: " why "
Me: " because "
Ariel: " ugh baby why are we even here"
Me: " for once I agree with you "
Zach: " why didn't I get the call "
Me: " I don't know "
Zach: " i do care "
Me: " lies "
Zach: " ugh "
Me: " go "
Zach turns and leaves my room but he forgot his phone. Ugh. Hey my fingerprint still works. So I decide to read his messages. The first one opened to one with Nick.
Nick❤️❤️: Dude wth
Zach: what did I do
Nick❤️❤️: Loren just fucking killed herself because of you
Zach: wait what?!?!
Nick❤️❤️: yea
Zach: can I see her
Nick❤️❤️: no
Then someone is about to open the door so I close out the message app and put the phone where I found it.
Zach: " I left my phone here "
Me: " yeah it's right there "
Zach: " I'm sorry "
Me: " damage is done "
Zach: " it's my fault "
Weston walks in.
Weston: " Loren "
Me: " yea "
Weston: " UR STUFF IS HERE
Me: " aye "
Zach: " I'll just go now "
Me: " who said you had to go "
Zach: " Ariel is waiting for me"
Me: " oh bye then "
Zach left the room and weston handed me my stuff. I opened younow
Me: " hey guys "
In 27 seconds of being live I had 6,000 people watching.
Skip after the broadcast
Mark: " see you tommorw "
Me: " Mark promise you will eat when you get to my house "
Mark: promise ft Weston he told me to tell you "
Me: " bye love you "
Mark: " love you to"

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