Hey journal,
I've been through hell and back.
I've been cheated on I've been abused physically mentally and sexually. I'm annoying and suicidal.
But that's just the half of it. I was in love with a guy who I was talking to for six years and head over heels for him he was the first guy I ever loved. He made me happier than I had ever felt before, he made me forget my horrid life for a fat minute. I treated him good for what I thought.. But in reality I was messaging other guys and girls and sending nudes and being utterly self destructive I couldn't stop it. Its like I could see myself ruining my life and I couldn't stop it. We broke up and now he is happy with his new found girlfriend who he claims to love after a month when it took him 6 years to say it to me. Guess you know where I stand on this one. So my dad ended up attempting to rape me and was on meth again. He was hallucinating about the FBI being after him. I moved in with my mom 2 and a half hours away and left behind all my friends and most of my family. I started school after a week
and that's when I saw him.
YOU ARE READING
and then it happend... again.
Romancewhen two broken people hold up their walls and only one lets it down completely this is what happends.
