Life As You Know It.

Nothing As Long As This...

-------------Authors note--------------

OMFG!!!! I wasnt on for like, weeks!!!! I'm SO sorry, I had TONS of homework... Stupid World Geography... But whatever...-----------------------

     oh, I don't feel good... I keep puking ALL the time... I feel TERRIBLE. I told Richie and once we are in Green Bay,we'll go see a doctor. 1 hour later, we were in Green Bay, waiting for the doctor to call my name. I looked at Richie as he held my hand. Over the past three weeks, I have been dizzy and puking. A lot. So we got a doctors appointment scheduled here in green bay. The nurse stepped into the waitingroom. "Miss Rhyanne Mason..." She looked up at me and saw me and Richie getting up. "Please follow me," I did as I was told and followed her. She weighed me, I was a couple pounds heavier. I was the same height and had the same blood pressure. She wanted me to do that 'pee in a cup so we can get lab results on you if you need' thing. After that, We went in a room to wait for the doctor.

     The room was small and white, I sat on the examining table and Richie sat down on a chair. I could tell he was nervous to find out was wrong with me. He waqs looking around and re-positioning himslef every 5 seconds. I heard footsteps coming down the hallway. "Hello! I'm Doctor May. So tell me what has been going on lately..."

     I looke dfrom Richie to Doctor May. "well, for the past 3 weeks, I have been dizzy and puking every day. I really don't know what is going on."

    "well, I have the lab results, and you are actually Pregnant. You are abput 4 weeks along, So I need to do a check up and give you your vitamins." He looked at me deathly serious.

     I just looked at him with astonishment. I was having a baby! What if I'm not a good mother? What if I can't do whats best for him/her? What will Charlotte say? What will the guys say? Best of all, what will Ricie say? He doesn't wan't the baby an dfire me? He wants it? I  have a trillion thoughts running through my head. Richie said for the doctor to do a check uo to make sure everything was okay since I was not able to talk, let alone move, at that very moment.

     The doctor did the normal check up, everything was fine. He gave me a perscription of vitamins to take and we were left in the room all to ourselves."What are you thinking, Richie?" I asked softly. I didn't want to scare him. I wanted to know if he would keep it.

     He looked up slowly with loving eyes, while m,ine were watery. He came over and brushed a Brown piece of hair out of my face. "I would never, I repeat NEVER, let something as beautiful and something that means so much to me away. I've let that happen before. Thye just slipped away from my fingers..." His eyes were now filled with sorrow and regret. "I will definetly stay with you and fully support you no matter what. I don't want to loose you both." As he saids that, He took my hands in his, and placed them on my stomach, where our child was. I was so relieved that he still wanted me and the baby. "We are going through this together, even though it might be a litle hellion like me." That made me laugh. When ever I was on the verge of bawling my eyes out, he could always make me smile and laugh.

     "Yeah, we will. I would want this baby no matter what." I said looking squarly into his Brown eyes, and smiled. We then walked out of the medical center, back onto the bus.

     Everyone wa sin our bus, waiting to find out what was wrong with me.My eyes were puffy and red from the crying I did. We walked in and all I heard was a whole bunch of questions concerning my heath. I looked around astonished saying " One at a time guys!"

     "Whats wrong?" said Ben. He looked more woried than anyone combined on this bus.

    "Well," Richie and I both started to say as we looked at eachother. "I, I mean We, have something REALLY important to tell you guys. I-I Am... Pre-Pregnant." I continued, stammering. Everyone had their jaws dropped. 

     "Close your mouths, You'll attract flies." Ricie said. I could tell he was angry by the reactions. His eyes were glazed and firey. I hit him on the arm. "What was that for?" Richie wispered.

    "Duh, I told them something REALLY shocking and here you go witha dumb remark? I don't think so..." I wispered back.

     It finally settled in the guys' minds. They were jelous/happy for us. Ben spoke "So here you go, On the scond fu*king month of the tour and get knocked up withsome wanna-be Jacka*s? I can't believe it! All that me and you ahd as friends, Is over!" he yelled and stormed out of the bus. The boys, the civilized ones came and congradulated me and Richie.

     "I'm sorry about the way Ben acted, he kinda likes you. Please don't blame him. This has happened to him before too. I'll go talk to him. Congradulations by the way." Budo said as he was walking towards the door.

     I cought up with him. "No, please don't. This is my mess to clean up, so I'll go talk to him." With that, I went into Ben and Budo's bus. Ben was on the couch with his head in his hands.  I sat down next to him and hugged him.

     "I never thought I would lose her like that? What did I do to lose her? I didn;t do anything bad! Why me!?!?!?!" He was starting to shake now.

     "She didn't deserve you. Thats whaty happened. And I bet you didn't do anything wrong. You are very nice and handsome, I don't know why she left you. She made the wrong decision.You'll find the right girl someday. God is just looking down at you saying 'I'm saving him for domeone special.'"

     He gave me a hug and we figured everything out. The boys went to their concert and so did I, butI didn't drink at the after party, as I was having a child to call my own. After that i went to the bus and fell into a very deep seep with very masculine, woodsy smelling arms wrapped around me.