My mother didn't give a fuck about me all my life. She was just a classic whore. That's how I imagined a perfect women back then.
I never met my real father but when my mommy invited a new man to our house he was supposed to start to be my new dad.
Here is the problem. It's hard to talk about it.
Every night when my 'lovely mommy' was out of the house he was 'taking care' of me.
I was alone, only with him. With A MONSTER.
Blackmail. Rape. Violence.
I was quiet, I didn't tell anybody. I was just scared.
My mother didn't care about my weird behavior or numerous bruises.
What strange happened was that I wasn't scared to tell anybody because of my 'father' but because I was ashamed of being so weak.
I didn't want anybody to know about my weakness.
Me, seven year old girl was so experienced about life that I knew what would happen if our 'secret' will get leaked.
You probably imagine me as a typical child from the pathological family that went in the footsteps of her mother. Amazingly, I managed to get out of that environment. And all because of him. BECAUSE OF MY HERO.
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Night. THIS NIGHT. On the one hand, most terrible, the second most wonderful night I've ever had in my life. Mommy had "something to do" in the city so without saying goodbye she left, leaving me alone with the monster. I knew she won't come back for the night, I knew what was happening when I am alone with my father.Then, when I was thirteen, I was more mature physically and that's why he was doing it more often.
Before I even headed out the door I felt a firm grip on my hand.
Suddenly I felt every milliliter of blood flowing in my veins. The beating of my heart, gooseflesh.
Hot, disgusting breath stinking of cigarettes and alcohol circumnavigate my face.
Now,unfortunately I can imagine this feeling in my mind so well. Feeling Which had an impact on my whole future.
Monster proceeded to act. I cried. More than ever before.
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FanficA girl from pathological family with life that was changed by one person. The ONLY one person she could trust.
