34. Thoughts

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I miss him

I want him

I'm sorry

I didn't mean to

My heart hurts

My head aches

I can't focus

His gone

Forever?

But...

But....

I love him

Or

I loved him?

He lied to me?

No

He wouldn't

He loves me

No

He don't

He hates me

He lied to me

He never mean what he said

His a liar

No

I'm stupid

I should've have done that

I want to kiss him

I want to be in his arms again

It pains me

I'm suffering

My mother

She wouldn't allow me to date him

She thinks his just another one of those kids who take drugs because of his past

she doesn't know the truth

Because he changed

I love him

I love him so much

I don't care what other people say about him

His the only person I care about

But

His gone now

Right?

Will he be back?

Maybe......

Maybe he already forgot about me

Maybe he doesn't want me anymore

I'm

Scared.....

I'm afraid

I hate the dark

I have no appetite to eat

Fuck...

I'm crying

No

Stop

He wouldn't want to see you like this

Do he?

Do he even care about me?

Why?

I thought he care

I thought he wanted me

I thought...........

I thought........

What happened if I can never see him again

What happened if this was never meant to be

What happened if he loved another one

What happened if he actually hates me

What happened if........

He never loved me?





---------------Author's note--------------

Any guesses who this could be?

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