Jealous

Chapter 2

7 months later (After meeting Ant)

I arrived back to my crib just before 9:30 so I can be on time for Ant's birthday bash tonight, I even left class earlier.

I took a shower and took care of all that good loving after I got out. It was an all black party, but shit Ant knew me by now and I knew him by now. That's why we came up on the mutual agreement to wear white together. I decided on an skin tight strapless white dress, with my red bottom christian louboutins, I matched it with red lipstick, & my red and white purse, then I grabbed my white long leather jacket to top it off, then I was out.

Even though I attended college in New York, Anthony still lived back home in philly. He wanted to stay back and pursue his musical career, he wanted to be a famous rapper and I knew he wasn't gone stop till he achieved that dream. I admired that about him because we shared the same dedication and ambitious.

I pulled up in front of the club and let the valet take my car. I texted Ant:

Jaii: Bookie I'm outsidee 😘

Ant: Here I come Booger 😍

I smiled, I was about to turn the fuck up. Ant walked out, looking sexy as shit, like damn. He had on a white tux, Red polo dress shoes, and a red bowtie.

"I really appreciate you making it on time Jaii, it really means alot" Ant said wholeheartedly

He sounded like today was his death wish, "No Problem Boo, You know I'm always here for you"

He looked like he wanted to say something else, but lights started to flash. We went inside to his VIP booth, he ordered peach ciroc then I noticed we were the only people here.

"Where everybody at?"

"Oo, I told everybody it was off limits till Krystal get here" Krystal was his bitch ass. Hoe ass. Slut ass. Trick ass. Thot ass. Cunt ass. Conniving Sneaky ass. Rat looking ass. Whore ass. Girlfriend. And ex-Fiancée, oh that's another story for another day.

Yet she was still able to get someone as good as Ant. Even in my own fantasy world, if me & ant got together. I would still worry about Krystal, because let's face it Anthony still choose her over me. Maybe she was prettier, skinner, had at least some experience in the bedroom, maybe she was funnier, maybe her smile was more sexier, maybe she really did have a greater personality then me, maybe she made Ant happier, maybe she gave him all the things I wouldn't have never been able to give. Maybe she was just better then me period.

I rolled my eyes, poured my self a shot, and downed it down.

I grabbed my purse and took Ant's gift out, "Here Bookie"

He took the velvet box out my hand and opened the box to find a Michael Kors watch resting inside.

"Thanks soo much Jaii" He said so kindly and softly. He picked it up and looked at in awh, "How much did this cost Jaii?!"

I ignored him, "There's an engraving on the back"

He hurried flipped it over, "To the Bestest Friend, the Prettiest Boy and the Freshest Rapper since 2pac. I love you bookie.." This nigga look like he was getting ready to cry, I scooted closer to him and wrapped my arm around him.

"You like it Ant?"

"Of Course Jaii.. I really do, nobody ever got me anything like this before"

I didn't know what to say, I would say your welcome but I think his statement deserve more then just a your welcome. So we just left staring at each other, I felt those feelings that I tried so hard to suppress start to come back alive. Oh no, I cleared my throat and looked away, "Your welcome Anthony.. I'm going to go dance, I will catch you later" I said as I hurried kissed his cheek and flew out the booth.

As I ascended down the spiral staircase in the low-dimmed club, I could still feel my lips tingling from the small kiss I placed on Anthony's cheek. I could still feel the low heat radiating from the fainted blush from my cheeks. I could still feel the rise in my body temperature from being so flustered and nervous. I could still feel the butterflies turn into hawks in my stomach. I could still feel the light faint wetness in between my thighs once my mind started to wonder from what could help after that small innocent kiss.

I shook my head, no matter how much I USE to be in love with him. He wasn't mines, he never really was. I'm suppose to be turning up not dwelling over the fact that I couldn't have Anthony. But of course, He never knew I fell in love with him nor will he ever know. It was my secret.

I reached the bottom of the staircase, I thought about a brick wall. It was the only thing that could stop me from thinking about Anthony. I walk to the bar and ordered some special new drink that was on the menu. It was nice, sweet enough to block out the alcoholic taste. Just the way I liked it, I was never a very big drinker unless I was under stress. Tonight definitely called for it, I was bout to order a 2nd one when I felt someone sit besides me.

It was a female, she was pretty. She look like an exact replica of Kelly Rowland, she had smooth dark skin that glowed in the bar under glow. She had dark innocent brown eyes, medium thick brown hair. She wore a black dress that stop to her knees, I could see her was back was out. She matched it perfectly was some black jimmy choos.

I was always curious about girls, but I never tried anything with them. I was always to nervous and plus I'm still a virgin. I didn't know how that shit went down, but shawty next me. I didn't mind taking home.

"Hi" she said timidly

Oo she was a newbie too, "Hello" I said seductively.

She smiled and looked away, awh she was so cute. She was like a kitten, I hated them motherfuckas, but I guess it worked for her.

"What's your name?" I asked after a few seconds.

"Ashley, you?" She was so shy.

"Jaii"

"Want a drink?"

"Nahh I wanna dance" I grabbed her hand that rested on the bar and pulled her to the dance floor.

Bring It Back by Travis Porter blasted through the speakers throughout the whole club. I placed Ashley in front of me and started to dance along her back side. I could tell she was a little uncomfortable by how stuff she was. I turned her around and kissed her cheek, "Relax" I whispered in her ear.

She grabbed onto my waist, sighed and leaned her body into mines. I turned her back around and she was dancing more loosely.

After a few minutes, I scanned the club in search of Anthony, he was looking down in the crowd like he was getting ready to kill someone. I followed his line of view.. Oh no, not again. Why must she always embarrass Anthony, especially at his OWN birthday party. This bitch had some nerve, in fact this bitch was starting to get on MY nerves. Here his girlfriend Krystal, was dancing with some boul very explicit might I add. Shit I would think they was fucking, knowing Krystal they probably was.

But I knew I needed to rush into damage control because I knew Anthony was going to pop off any second.

"Hey Ashley?!" I yelled ova the music.

"Yeah!?" She yelled back ova the music.

"Can I get ya numba? I gotta go, my friend needs a ride home.."

"Yeah sure, it's 415-790-7491"

"Thanks, I will text you later!" I said as I kissed her cheek and saved her number in my phone.

I rushed over to Ant's VIP booth, it was filled with friends. I could barely get through, firstly because they wasn't any space and secondly because people were still trynna talk to me even after they saw I was in a rush.

"Hey Ant! let's get outta here?!" I said once I reached where he was standing off the balcony.

"Nahh I'm good Jai!"

"Anthony we're leaving this fucking club!"

I grabbed his forearm and drag him to the nearest exit. I told the valet to get my car and soon as they came back, I sped Me & Anthony back to my crib.

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