Jealous

Chapter 4

*Jai P.O.V*

"With strings attached huh? I can give you that" he said.

My palms started to get sweaty, the man I fall in love with at 1st sight that I wanted for months finally wants me. But it's to good to be true. I knew it really wasn't like that, if I slept with him I know it wouldn't feel right. Ant continued to talk shit while I made facial expressions all night long. This was soo stressful, I wish I could just sleep with him or fall out of love with him, like other people do.. I'm Jealous..

*Ant P.O.V*

I woke up to the smell of some good loving food. I smiled, Krystal can make some alright Bananna pancake but thats all. 'KEY' word alright, but Jaii can cook her ass off. When her lazy ass up to it, smdh. I got up, jumped in the shower; I still had a lil bit of a stiffy. I mean, I was half serious about what I was saying and what I was trynna do with Jaii.

I went into the guest bedroom and went through a few of my clothes. Till I decided on a Nike Tee, some nike ball shorts and some slides. Today, I would just go to the studio and just write, but Jaii got me into that shit before I would just rap bout fucking bitches but one day she showed me some of her shit. Her shit was deep and I liked it, I realized thats what my music should really be about but I mean of course most of my music is about fucking bitches and getting money but thats only becuase I had already built my image like that so it was to late to change my image without some big change. I tried to get Jaii in the sudio with me becuase I know she can rap for real, for real. She just scared and I ain't giving up, I know the world would love her, especially if she was working with me.

I walked down the hall to go to the kitchen and I smirked at the events that happened last night. She was nervous and I noticed her slip of words last night when she said she ain't just want sex with no strings attached. Soo obvisiously she feeling the kid, I ain't have no problem with that because Jaii bad as shit and if I wasn't in love with Krystal, I would wife Jaii ass real quick.

Krystal just dawned on me so I checked my phone while I sat at the table and greeted Jaii. I was disappointed when I didn't receive not one text, I shook my head. I actually do right by Krystal but she just never have her shit together.

'What you doing today?" I asked Jaii, I needed to get my mind off of it.

"Um, I got off so nothing really. You wanna chill? Go-Karting?" She asked with a smirk, she always think she can beat my ass

I chuckled, "Hell yeah.. I'm goiong to the studio around 1, Can you please come with me?" I asked bringing out the puppy eyes

"Ummm... No" she said flatly, while avoiding looking at me

My face dropped, "A few months back you use to be so hype to get in the studio what happen? & plweaseee" I said as I got up and held her in place between my hips and the counter

"Anthony.." she closed her eyes and looked away, I laughed and didn't budge, "FINE!' I chuckled, smirked and kissed her on her cheek

"Thank You" I said as I sat back down to eat my food while smiling to myself, I really enjoyed Jaii in the studio with me, it felt more right and at home.

*Jaii P.O.V*

I made my plate and sat across from Anthony, he was right when we use to talk I use to be so happy to go in the studio because I thought I might want to pursue that kind of career and when we went to the studio we always had a connection. Like that shit was like super wfi, it never failed and it was some of the reason why I was falling in love with him becuase it would just be us two, opening up, writing some deep shit but once I found out about Krystal, I had to pop that bubble real quick.

I just glad he told me about Krystal then somebody else though because he would not be at my table, eating my food right now.

"Do you sell drugs?" I asked out the blue, I was curious because some people categorize all rappers as drug dealers. I just think thats a whole bunch of bullshit because thats some prejudice stereotypic crap.

Anthony looked utterly uncomfortable when I asked that question, I mean I would never judge him becuase sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do but I always thought of Ant as a Angel in my eyes so this would definitely be a glass breaker.

"All Um.. Not really-" He started to stutter over his words, this nigga lying, he never stuttered.
"Mhm, whatever Anthony.. Imma get dressed and clean up my room by then it should be 12:30"

"Iight Shawty, I'll clean the kitchen and be waiting for you by 12:30" he said with a smirk, I nudged his head when I went to put my plant in the sink, and headed back to my room. By 12:30, I was dressed and ready, Ant always wanna act like I'm the one who takes forever but no it's this nigga, he always gotta look good. But shit he always pulled that off in my eyes, but I on the other hand simply did not care, I had on a Nike suit on, with a Nike fitted hat and the new soldiers that just came out.

By 1:15 we pulled up to Ant's mansion that had his studio in a beach house jawn in the back. I loved his house it was big and had everything, theater, pool, gym, spa, elevator, plenty of bedrooms and bathrooms, but he totally had his shit decked as a Bachelor pad. Krystal rarely stayed here, due to them constantly fighting, God I hate that bitch so much.

I went straight to the studio because Ant be playing games, taking bout giving me a tour of the house, I picked the house out for him. 10 minutes after I came into, Ant entered with all these snacks and shit, I guess he didn't restock the fridge and pantry in the studio. When every we get down here, we spend hours, I mean hours here, prolly till 1 in the morning because once he starts that music I'm a different person. I just love it so much, Ant was still playing and I couldn't help laughing at his goofy ass, I gasped when I just remembered to text shawty from the crib. I got my phone out and looked for her name.

"Hey Ashley, it's Jaii.. I'm sorry I ain't hit you up sooner, I was just so busy today, I gotta go but I will give you a call or w.e in the morning" I nervously sent the send button. I turned Ant's equipment on to signal him lets go because I wanted to get some stuff off my mind. He said in the chair besides and looked at me, "feelings or nah?" I nodded my head and he put on some Drake type beat instrumental. I closed my eyes, and got up, the feeling was so amazing. I didn't know how to describe it, I went in to the booth and said what ever came to mind:

"You don't know,
You don't know how much you mean to me,
Can't you see
You belong to me
Cause I'm Ya rider
The one you share Ya chicken wing platter with"
We started creaking up and I jumped right back in.
"I do you good,
With a side of hood,
Cause that what love makes you do,
Because Ya lady should be the realist nigga on ya crew,
I remember the 1st time I was around to see you be threw,
With that bitch,
Cause she was on that lying thotting shit,
She didn't know she had a blessing,
Mane I swear she really testing,
I just want him all to myself,
But I can't help feel like I'm a book hidden on a shelf"

Ant cut the music, walked into the booth, and kissed me. I was swiped off my feet, this kiss was the best kiss ever, he lifted me up and pinned me against the wall. As he placed kisses along my neck, I felt his hand snake up my shirt, I wanted him but not just this way.

"An-Ant" I moaned, "Ant!"
"What?!" He looked at me with frustration
"I don't want you like this.." His eyes soften, and he placed me down, while giving me a lustful look.
"I'm sorry Jaii" He said as he caressed my face and held me close, those weren't the words I wanted to hear. He still wanted that bitch, that's why I hate coming to the studio with him, I grabbed my stuff and walked out, and he didn't say a damn thing either.
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