Everyone Has Secrets ( Chancheol fanfic )

ChocoMister

Chapter 2

Chan POV

I looked into my mirror lifelessly as I wiped the red lipstick off my face. I really hated this and I wished I could just leave but sadly I can't. I mean I could but my mom wouldn't be pleased to hear in the headlines that her only son have ran away. She may have ruined my life by leaving me here with him but I don't have the heart to ruin hers.

I finally crawled into my bed and closed my eyes with a sigh.

Thoughts began to invade my head like :

Why did god give me this life if he cared? I never really could understand the ideals of life or anything but I truly wished something would change for me. Just like in those sappy dramas or movies where the sad heroine get saved by her prince or a miracle happens for the main character after going through hell but sadly this isn't a movie. I'm pretty sure there's not much hope for me and he gave up on me already.

A sigh left me as I slowly dozed off to sleep only to be woken up again by my alarm clock.

" Gotta make breakfast" I sat up only after 30 minutes of sleep and made my way downstairs to cook. I tried to make everything to his liking and went upstairs to get dressed.

I took a quick shower and look into the mirror. I noticed the dark circles protruding on my soft skin leaving a sad sigh to leave my mouth. I put some foundation and a little bit of eyeliner to make it seem like I was purposely putting on makeup. I didn't want Seungkwan to freak out if he knew I was trying to hide something. I started to wear basic makeup last year to hide the fact I had scars on my face and just decided to go with the act that I enjoyed putting on makeup. It was the only way I didn't have to be questioned to death by everyone.

I put on my shoes and made my way out the house. I put in my earphones enjoying the slightly cold morning air while listening to calm music. I quietly walked down the street admiring the change of colors on the leaves indicating soon would be fall. I took a deep breath in the slightly bitter air.

'Starting from the way you walk, there's something about you
Oh wait
Even the way you walk to the counter, there's something about you'

The male from last night popped in my head as I hummed the song. Strangely, it matched the situation almost perfectly. Something strangely was attractive about this male to me. I mean he was good looking of course but it was something else. Just like the song it was something in the way the elder moved enticed me.

He was like my ChocoMister but instead of chocolate he was maybe something bitter like Americano that matches his expressionless face and bitter deep voice. Then again he could be dark espresso with his expressionless brown eyes that were softly covered by his long dark lashes that held many things I wished to know. His pretty dark hair that look almost too soft to touch reminds of whip cream.

I finally made it to the crosswalk that lead me to the other side of the street that lead to the school. I waited amongst the dozens of people waiting for the light to go white. My eyes followed the end of the street nonchalantly as the light turned but I stopped walking . To my surprise there he stood across the street with 3 other males.

My eyes widened and everything from last night came like deja vu. Me standing there staring at him in utter amazement. It was as if everything in the world fast forward as I stood still. He looked way different compared to last night. He still wore the same expression but he was dressed nicely in a suit.

His eyes caught mines in that moment and I swear I felt my heart burst out of nervousness. A small knowing smug stretched his lips. I really didn't know what to do at that moment but I ran across ignoring the male gaze and made it into the school.