Chapter 6
Seungcheol POV
" I can't believe I'm doing this" I mumbled as I quickly ran to the second floor of the building. I didn't know why but I had a bad feeling so I had to come check if he was okay. I shouldn't since he would probably talk shit to me afterwards anyways but I still can't risk it. My gut feeling never failed me before and I'm scared that this one won't be the one to break its streak.
I finally found the bathroom and busted in. The bathroom seemed to be empty but I heard small sniffles coming from the last stall.
" Chan?" I called out but all I got in return were muffled cries. I began to walk closer to the stall. For some reason an uncomfortable feeling sat in my chest as I approached the stall. I was afraid of what I might see but I knew it couldn't be too bad.
I brought up my hand hesitantly knocking on the door.
" Chan, are you in there? Can you open up the door?"
" H-help me, hyung. I digged too deep this time." his faint and tired voice sounded through the stall.
" What do you mean you digged too deep? Open the door kid." I began to panic as his whimpers became more audible.
" I-I can't, it hurts too much. Hyung it hurts" he cried
" Shit, Chan hold on. I'll help you in second. " I bit my lip trying to think of a way to get the door unlocked. I slid under the stall door cringing as something wet touched my hands . I looked at my hands to see blood staining my hands. I looked to the floor to see a small stream of blood following the kid.
My heart dropped as soon as I saw him slumped on the floor leaning up against the wall with his head hanging low. A blade held loosely in his hand I noticed the multiple fresh cuts on his wrist.
" C-Chan what the hell did you do?!" I began to get angry and I didn't even know why. I couldn't understand why he would do this to himself.
" I-it hurts. It hurts so much but this makes it feel good." he sadly chuckled. I felt anger rising in me as I looked at him in this pitiful state. I did my best to hold my tongue but it was all too fucked up to understand.
" Damn it Chan ! It wasn't that serious for you to go this far." I huffed as he continued to laugh creepily.
" You don't know what I've been through to tell me that. You don't know what else goes on after all this shit happens." his sad chuckles turned into tears.
" Chan..." I was lost for words.
" J-just leave. I can do it myself but thank you for coming. Even though you hate me, right?" he smiled at me brokenly that made my heart shake. He tried to pick himself of the floor but ended up falling on the floor. He began to cry even harder as his butt plopped on the floor.
" Let me help you."
" Leave." he cried. I ignored him and hooked my arm under his leg and shoulder picking his frail body from the floor. I sat him on the sink and locked the bathroom door.
" Wait here for a second."
"Why can't you just leave me here?" he whispered. I didn't respond because I myself couldn't come up with an answer other than Mrs.Lee. I didn't have to but I felt as if it was my duty to do so.
I began to clean up the mess in the stall with soap and wet paper towels. After cleaning up the bloodied stall as much as I could I went back to him.
" Give me your arms." I demanded but he just only looked at me with an unreadable expression that made me feel uncomfortable. I coughed at the awkwardness then grabbed his arm and cleaned off the blood and did the same to the other. He hissed at the touch of the water but none the less he was now calm.
" Alright hold on to me." I said putting his arms around my neck.
" I can walk myself thank you. I'll just go to class." He said slowly getting off the sink. His legs seemed to be like jelly as he wobbled due from probably being tired. I rolled my eyes and picked him up like before.
" Stop it! Put me down." he weakly hit my chest as we exited the bathroom.
" I'm not in the mood to fight with you so can you please...Chan please let me help you." I calmly released a breath. He looked at me with his tear stained cheeks as if I betrayed him.
" Stop acting like you care when just a few hours ago you acted as if you hated me. You're just like them. You'll hurt me..." he continued to hit my chest.
" I don't hate you. If I did I would've left you there now stop it!" I screamed at the younger. He buried his face in my chest grabbing on my shirt.
" Liar...." he mumbled in my shirt. I carried him to the car and sat him in the passenger seat. I made my way to my side and made a few calls.
"Don't worry he's fine. Just a little shook that's all."
"Thank you so much Mister. Chan means so much to us. We just want him to be safe."
" No, problem kids. Get back to class, alright? Don't worry he'll be taken care of. " I click the phone off and called back to J.
" He hurt himself and he probably lost a lot of blood. I need you check him up for me. Thank you, J. You're one in a million, seriously." A sigh left my mouth as I looked at the kid next to me.
Honestly, what is this kid's problem? One minute he needs me then the next he wants me to leave him alone. He says I don't understand what's going on but he wont tell me.
What kind of secrets does this kid hides under his war scares.
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