Your hands shake as you strip wash and change your shirt into your favourite dark green one, this new Levi was a force to contend with, he scared you before, but that was nothing to the way he was now. He crushed every wall that you had put up and decimated anything that you could use to defend against him in one simple move. Your fingers touch your lips, where his had been, it almost felt like it hadn't happened and more like a teenage daydream. Your heart flutters as you think back to how he had been and you cant stop yourself from blushing again.
It was not how you were supposed to feel! If anything weren't you meant to be annoyed at him? What were you pissed off about again? Did it warrant still being bitter, whatever it was? You were full of new feelings, strange butterflies in your stomach, jittery legs and hands which did not know what to do with themselves. If this was a new tactic to screw you up, it was definitely working, what the hell was he playing at?
You take a deep breath, realising you would have to face everyone downstairs. You take your time and stop before the doorway, steeling yourself against what was to happen and you walk in. Everyone's eyes shoot straight to you, no one said anything but the knowing smiles were enough to make you want to run out of the room and fall down a very dark hole. You walk over to your seat, noticing that you had been sat next to Levi, you pause, looking to Eren sitting opposite, who was giving you a look under his eyebrows. He didn't seem amused; you muse that the sight he had witnessed had finally sunk in, and he was silently showing his displeasure.
You sit down, and catch Sasha's eye, who was desperate to talk to you, you only hoped she didn't do it at the table. Lex had already dished up the food, and it smelt amazing. He sat the other side of you at the head of the table, and gave you a wink. You bite your lip and blush, no one had said anything but it was bad enough already.
"Thank you Lex, it looks lovely." You smile, hoping to distract from the elephant in the room.
"I did nothing. Prepared by you, we should thank you." Everyone agreed, and dug in to their meal. It was only after they had satisfied their growling bellies that the conversation started again. Lex was regaling everyone with tales of the funniest moments of being with the Military Police, when you felt something on your leg. You tense, unsure what the hell it was, when you feel fingers find their way up to your hand resting on your lap, and lace fingers with yours. You give Levi a sideways look, he does not turn his head, but you notice a smirk hiding in the corner of his mouth.
You try to act normal, and continue on with your conversation. You could feel his thumb softly rubbing the skin of your hand, you shudder, this simple gesture was sending a million different nerves into overdrive and your heart started thumping again. You look to him once more, trying to get a read on what his intentions were, but you were only greeted with an even bigger sideways smirk, meant only for you. He was teasing you!
"Woah, you have gone as red as a tomato!" Jean points out. In haste you remove your hand from Levi's and place it on the table, feeling overwhelmed that your body was betraying you in front of everyone! You scowl at him playfully, and laugh it off the best you can. You can feel his hand retreating, but not without gliding his fingers tantalisingly down your thigh.
"Oh! I think it was eating the food so quickly." You wipe your brow. "Wow, it is quite warm in here isn't it. I think I will take the bins out and get some fresh air." You excuse yourself, but catch the eye of Levi, who seemed to be watching your every move with a degree of amusement; and to your annoyance, the smirk was still lingering on his lips.
Quickly you grab the bags, and make your way out the front door, glad to be in the fresh air away from Levi. This turn around of his character was something that you could not fathom and you weren't sure whether you liked it. His attention previously had been solely, from your point of view, cold and harsh but now it was like he had turned up the heat and was determined to have you, at any cost. Your body shudders out of anticipation at the thought and you try to shake the feeling of being extremely turned on by the prospect. You scowl at yourself as you put the bag in the bin down the side of the house.
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I Am All Yours - Levi x Reader Book 1
FanfictionWhen Levi takes a particular disliking to a new Cadet... What could be his reason? Book 2 now out - "Dont you want me?"