two faced 〜〜 p.j.m

[a]

Park Jimin, the most confusing person you'd probably ever meet. His emotions are everywhere, you would think that he would like a person, but then he tells you that he was just acting to like them to make them happy... Jimin hates seeing people upset, and making people upset, so when someone confesses to him he never rejects. The only person he has ever rejected was me, Kim Seoyoon.

Jimin and I met when we were kids. Our parents are best friends. Wherever they go, we go. Wherever we go, they go. Whichever school I go to, Jimin goes to. Whichever school Jimin goes to I go to. It's been like this all since first meeting one another.

Jimin is a year exactly older than me. We were both born on the 13th of October. Jimin makes everyone laugh and smile, but when it comes to me, I get nothing. I'm ignored by him. Like I don't even exist when I am in front of him. But when our families are having dinner, a total change! He acts so sweet and innocent. I want to see that every time I see him but I can't control what he does and what he feels. Sometimes I cry to myself and think to myself what I ever did wrong. Every day I try and talk to him about it, but all he does is ignore the fact that I was even there and talk to his friends. He is well-known of my presents and purposely choses to ignore me. Even on our birthday, I am the only one who says 'Happy Birthday'.

There even was a time where I decided to get him a birthday gift. I was going to deliver it to his classroom, but as I was about to walk in I heard him say "It sucks that I have to share the same birthday with Seoyoon. It kills my mood." This was today.

I quickly run away as soon as I heard them getting up, they're probably going to the mall for Jimin's birthday, I thought to myself. I don't go to my friends who I told I would deliver his gift and come straight back.

"Seoyoon, why do you even try? You know Jimin is just going to throw it away." Taeyeon tells me.

"He can't. I showed his parents the gift before wrapping it. So when they ask him if he received a gift from me he has no choice but to keep it. Smart right?" I look over to Taeyeon and raise my eyebrow and smirk.

"Why does he hate you again?" Jamie asks.

"Jamie!" Taeyeon hits her on her arm.

"Haha, its fine. To tell you Jamie, I have no idea. We were bestfriends during the first ten years of our lives. Then I started to develop feelings for him when we were eleven-years-old. I told him because I always told him everything. But when I did tell him he told me he didn't feel the same way, and after that I can't really remember anything. But after a while of me telling him that I liked him, he always strayed away from me at all times."

"Wow. Why would he just straight up ignore you though? It's been what...six years?" Jamie says.

"Haha, yeah, weird right." I say.

"Hearing it again gives me the chills." Taeyeon says.

I kept running. I don't know what I did?! What I ever did! Why does he treat me like trash! Why does ignore me! This one-sided love has really always been one-sided all these years. I am such a fool! Why does he think he's better than me! All I ever wanted to do is talk to him again! I don't remember his voice. His voice has disappeared in my head. The sweet, soothing voice of his. Now all I hear is coldness, an emptiness that not even his friends can fill. Ugh! I never did anything! I don't understand why he's like this toward me. Whatever! After hearing him say that I will do whatever it takes to ignore him as well. I will quit trying to talk to him, I will give up on him. I don't need a guy who doesn't want me.

I didn't even noticed that I bumped into someone.

"Oh my gosh! Are you okay?" A guy's voice comes from an unknown source.