two faced 〜〜 p.j.m

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Taeyeon made sure I was home safe before leaving. I can't believe I actually fainted today because Jimin was with another girl. My brain didn't give no fucks, but my heart gave out. It just hurt so much that he was with another girl. Even though he has been with tons of girls. But he hasn't had a relationship in a few years. And i thought it was because he was done with them and I was going to get the chance to be with him. But now all of the sudden he decides to go to the person, the one person who he knew I hated the most.

This morning she just wanted to show off Jimin to me, and that part didn't really phase me.

Whatever... I'm just going to pretend that Jimin is invisible and his girlfriend is too. I don't care what happens between them. The only time I'll care is if either one of them gets badly injured. Because even though I don't like them, as a whole. I won't let anyone I know get hurt, whether they hate me or love me.

I decide to get off my butt and go eat something since the hospital food isn't the greatest.

As I was walking down the stairs, I heard the front door start to open.

"Who the fu--" I say under my breath, walking closer to the door.

I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. Well butter knife, but it still counts. As the door finally opened, it revealed a brown headed figure.

Jimin? I thought to myself.

It was him. Honestly what the heck. Was is he here. He's always had the key to our place but rarely ever used it.
I hide behind the kitchen counter and watch him closely as he started walking up the stairs.

Once he got all the way up the stairs I follow him quickly and quietly. Like a little pest. Which I'm pretty sure I am to him.

I saw him stop in the hallway and turn to my bedroom.

What the fuck... this is kind of getting creepy.....

I see him walk into my room and sit on my bed. He starts to caress my bed sheets and my pillow.

I hear the words "Why am I like this" come out of his mouth and he starts to laugh to himself.

Why is he like this. He has ignored me all his life yet he goes up to my room without anyone home and sit on my bed and think. Weird thinking place. But seeing him, hearing his voice. Made the inside of me feel warm yet cold at the same time.

I slowly started to back away and decide to trick him.

Besta think twice before doing things that gets my hopes up. You little bitch...

I go to the front door and open it as if I was just arriving back home.

I open the door and start walking up the stairs and say "I'm hungry" and go back down the stairs and into the kitchen.

My heart was racing rapidly. I didn't know what to do next. He was in my room. He was sitting on my bed. He was laughing in my room. His scent was spreading throughout my bed. Why must he do this. WAiT. How many times has he done this........ I ask myself.

I shiver. I get chills down my back.

I hear Jimin walking down the stairs. I turn to him and glare.

Not talking to him, but giving him the "what the hell are you doing in here" face.

Not speaking as well and looks at the door then back at me, signaling that he was going to leave.

I just rolled my eyes and gestured my hand telling him to just leave.

He opened the door and took his leave.

I dropped to the floor and held my chest, that was beating so fast I couldn't breathe properly.

"That was intense. We've never had so much eye contact in years. Calm down heart. Aish." I mess up my hair and get back up.

"I'm just gonna eat, watch TV and then go to sleep."

I made one serving of chicken Alfredo and ate it while watching "Hello Counselor" the episode where a daughter wasn't loved by her father as much as the father loved her youngest sister. Those types of situations pisses me off. It doesn't matter if you've seen your youngest daughter grow up more then your oldest. You should still love them equally and treat them the same. Not love one and hate the other. It honestly makes me so pissed off that there are people in the world who are like this.

After eating I washed my dishes and went back upstairs to wash up.

When I got to my room, my phone vibrated signaling a text. I opened my phone to see who texted me.

Unknown Number:
"Hey it's Daniel! I got your number through a little birdy ;) Don't worry it really me. Do you want to meet me tomorrow for boba?"

"little birdy" who the hell is little birdy?

Me:
"How do I know it's actually you and not someone else??"

Unknown Number:
"Ask me a question only I would know"

Me:
"How long have I liked my first love?"

Unknown Number:
"Since you 10 till now."

Me:
"Daniel! How nice to hear from you!"

Daniel:
"Lol. Anyways, how about it? Boba? Tomorrow? I'll pick you up after school."

Me:
"Sounds good :)"

Daniel:
"Okayy. See you tomorrow!"

Me:
"Okayyyy."

Daniel:
"Good night :)"

Me:
"Night. :)"

If it wasn't for Daniel I don't know where I would be. Probably locked up in my room with no one to talk to. You would except me to like Daniel but he is just too much of an older brother to me. I really can't explain how much he means to me. And I still can't believe we re-met the other day. It was destiny, haha.