Bits of Reality

"Humanity has been looking for answers since the very beginning of time,We have discovered many things and helped us move to a better life and make it easier,Though people are just all about the main principle of our existence, Is it just to survive? Is it just to find yourself? Or is it just a cruel and fatal scar that will keep you awake at night when you realize life is just a short time in which you exist for no reason at all,that its just a never ending cycle of nightmares and death, Will you continue live on with this lie and end up dieing with achieving nothing at all? Or will you suffer through it and continue the cycle? The Choice is yours"

I am Clarence, i have experienced many things the past few days and i wanted to tell it all before its too late.

My Day started like my normal days should, I wake up, I take my kids to school, and i go to work and spend the rest of my day there, All was fine until one strange event happend. I was driving home tired as hell with my wife fast asleep next to me, as i were about to turn around next to our intersection i began to feel dizzy and see cracks everywhere i look, The air felt dry and my vision began to get blurry, Then HE began to show glimphses of himself to me before i get to focus on what i saw, A loud crash snapped me out of it...

The next thing i know is my wife is dead...after a few hours the hospital took her and bagan to clean her wounds while i was sent home with a non fatal cuts and scratches on my body to take care of the kids, I was filled with mixed emotions and i couldn't bare to think about anything but my kids and then my vision got blurry again and unlike my wife my kids disappeared in an instant.

I Never felt so much grief and plunged into depression, I was thinking of killing myself, but a whisper in my ear and in my head demanding dont do it. I walk outside of my house mentally unstabled or i thought i was due to my kids and the death of my wife.

As i was Looking forward to getting myself killed by getting hit by a train, A Headache striked me down on my tracks while getting weaker and weaker, i stood up and saw everything around me was broken, The Sky is almost shattered to pieces and found myself couldn't move, Everything shattered like a mirror and left nothing but strange colors spiraling all around me.

I saw Everything happening right before my eyes he was wearing a dark and long Coat and had multi colored strings tied to his hands that is negative to the sourrounding and then HE appeared completely and spoke to me "I have relieved you from mortals that has been keeping you tied, YOU WILL BE MY PAWN AND YOU WILL FOLLOW MY EVERY COMMAND" he showed my mutalated kids right infront of my eyes, I pleaded and begged to just leave me alone but HE didn't listen. I Wake up on my bed alone and began to speak with him frequently as he tells me the "Universe has no meaning and everything is just an illusion"
I enter my breaking point a few time before but i dont know if im already insane or just halucinating all of this
And nothing really happend.

I Call out to everyone thats still exists out there to free me....free me from this never ending misery,Free me from HIM. No One Can Escape, Because there is no escape , HE will catch up to me and you , HE is the one that was and will be always watching, HE is the end of all, He hears through every call for help, He is the one that will show you the truth, I am his messenger , I am his pawn , He has seen everyone and everything ,No one can escape his whim,

HIS NAME IS XCEI....