28 days of Love

February 3&4

February 3.

Luke told me yesterday that he'll take me somewhere special.

While we're on our way, while he was driving his car. He was really different. Normally, when we are in his car, he would turn on his iPod to play some cool music, sometimes he would just tell me stories and I would just nod and say "yes" to everything. But, at that moment, I've never seen him so serious and focused.

He told me that he'll take me to a place that is really special to him, that only his true love and someone worthy will go there with him.

When we got to the place. I was amazed. We were in a graveyard. Where his dad was buried. He did not speak neither said a word even make a sound.

I've never seen him so serious and so sad but I know is that he's happy knowing his dad is now in heaven. I was there when he was crying in the hospital. He's dad had a heart attack. We were still young back then.

We were in the waiting room with his mom, Luke's mom was crying and weeping. Feeling so scared about his husband. And, Luke just tries to hide his tears, he's the kind of guy who doesn't want to show weakness to girls. Becasue he wants to be strong for his mom.

When the doctor came out, the doctor looked sad, Luke told the doctor "He didn't not..?" The doctor said "Yes, he didn't. I'm really sorry. We tried everything but we couldn't.."

Luke walked out. And, he told me to go because my mom was already looking for me but I texted my mom and told her what happened. He was crying outside, sitting on the bench. I hugged him. Then, he continues to weep.

Going back to the present.

I didn't said anything but I just held his hand, we were standing side by side, I looked at him. I saw his eyes. They were all getting very teary. I hugged him the he hugged back. He said "Don't levae me too. I'll be lost without you." Then I told him "Do I have a map in my face?" Then touched my cheeks, he said "No, because I see my future in your eyes. And if you left I'll be lost. I won't be able to see my guide to my future wife." I told him that he was too corny. Then he laughed.

"Look dad, I've found her. Finally." he told his dad. Then I looked down and smiled. He saw me looked down, he held on to my chin and pulled me closer to him. He asked me "Why are you blushing?" then he chuckled. Then he kissed me in my forehead. "You midget, you're so cute. That's why I love you." Then I replied, "I love you too baby." We hugged and I leaned on his chest.

February 4. 

I still can't forget about yesterday. He was really sweet. I've never seen him so soft and sweet. Back then, he was always wild and freaking out all the time. He was too hyper. And I'm just the type of girl who reads books and will just in one corner and listen to kpop with matching dancing and singing. (Hahaha.) He once saw me dancing and singing to kpop with my earphones on. He opened the door to my room and he saw me dancing in front of a mirror. When I saw him, his face was all crunched up. Giving me a weird and embarassed face.

Today, I texted him I told him, "Now, it's my time to show you my special place." He replied, "Wait for me. Get ready and I will pick you up." I replied to him "No, it's fine. Just come here." He replied a love-heart symbol.

I waited for him for about 1 hour. When he got here, I opened my door, "Ooooh! You're early. I really thought you are going to be here after 3 hours. Well, that's what you usually do. Oh, well." He then told me, "Well of course, I just can't let my special girl wait for a bastard guy like me." I hold onto his cheeks and told him, "You're not a bastard, you're perfect for me. Soooo, are you coming in or what?"

I was asking him "What~~~?" but then he butted in, "So, where is this special place you're talking about?" Then I hurridly brought him to our basement.

He asked "What's about your basement?" "Well, don't you remember." I told him with excitement. Then he was zooning out for a few seconds, then he said "Oh! Oh! Oh!" Before he could finish what he was saying I butted in and started singing "Oh! Oh! Oh! Ppareul saranghae~" He slightly punched me, "Stop, don't sing. Okay?" I sarcastically said yes.

He continued and said "This is the place where we first met. When you accidentally pushed me and took you with me then you forgot to tell me that the door was broken and we got locked in and then you were laying down on me. Well, it's a good news that there were only 4-5 steps down. And we didn't got hurt that much."

After telling the story, I told him, "After that moment I really had a crush on you. Even though we were only 11-12 years old back then. You werw really cute back then." He replied "Yeah, because now I"m the handsomest of all." I punched him in the arm "What the heck is 'handsomest'?" He replied proudly, "It's a word for me. The world's most handsome guy ever."