Ryan's p.o.v it was the next day and we had to go home sadly I got my stuff packed Nick and Ellie already packed they're stuff when I was done I went out in the hall and ran to the pool where they were at we then drove to the airport went to gate 3 and got on the plane ~magical time skip because I'm lazy af~ we were finally home are doggy sitter waved goodbye as she walked out of the house we got in the house and weebo basically jumped on us(geez weebz calm yo tits) Nick went over to me and licked my face "Nick!!" I squealed rubbing his saliva off my face and on to his shirt "wanna film?" I nodded and he set up the camera "hi guys so today we're gonna make some cupcakes in honor of Easter so we're just gonna....What's the word?" I then screamed "bake!" We then bursted out laughing after we recorded on are new YouTube channel (it's nyanisreal subscribe!!!!) After we both edited the video a bit more we went to Starbucks and I started to vloggidy vlog "heyyy so today we're at Starbucks and I'm not sure what to get probably a frapitino" (if that's how u spell it) after I vlogged I went to sleep *in Ryan's dream* NO NO this can't be happening my baby's dying and there's nothing I can do about it the doctor than came back in the room "Ryan Nick's cancer isn't getting any better...It's just getting worse I'm sorry Ryan but he is dying" after those words left his mouth I started to ball I can't believe what he's saying..."PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE JOKING HE CAN'T DIE NO NOT NICK!!!!!"I yelled "sadly I'm not...." He said I continued to cry then I went over to Nick when the doctor went out of the room "Nick....I just want u to know that no matter where you are I'll always be with you and I need to if it wasn't for you I'd be dead I tried to commit suicide I don't know how many times and I need to be with you" I said then I went over to the desk and overdosed I then woke up "t...Thank god" I said then saw Nick on the computer then went over to him and hugged him "woah woah what's this all about" I took a deep breath "I had a dream that u had cancer and that....That" I then started to cry he then hugged me tightly he kissed me on my forehead "I'm never leaving you I promise" when I heard those words I smiled.i cried while writing this btw 😭😭😭
