My Supernatural Life.

All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 2

It had been 3 days. 3 days since my world had fallen apart. In those 3 days I have felt like I was dead, but Bobby wouldn't let me die. He had been telling me since we got home to always keep fighting, to never give up no matter how much I wanted to stop. We had been staying in one of Bobby's cabins. He and I went on a supply run and we brought back food for Dean.

"Dean we're back." I called as Bobby and I walked in. "We brought back some food for you."

"No, thanks. I'm fine." Dean said.

"You should eat something." Bobby said from the kitchen.

"I said I'm fine." He answered. 

Dean walked into the kitchen and took a drink from a bottle of whiskey. I watched Dean understanding that he wanted to forget the pain he was feeling. I was wishing that I could drink my pain away but Bobby wouldn't let me even though he wanted to do the same. I walked to the doorway and looked into the room where Sam's body was. I felt the pain inside my chest that I was trying to forget. I wanted so bad to forget what had happened to us as a family. My back was turned to the two men when I heard Bobby speak.

"Dean... I hate to bring this up. I really do. But don't you think maybe it's time... we bury Sam?"

I closed my eyes at those words, knowing the this would start a war with Dean.

"No." Dean's answer, even though it was one word, was strong and angry.

"We could maybe..." Bobby let out his breath.

"What - torch his corpse?" Dean shot back at Bobby. "Not yet." He said in a quiet voice.

"I want you to come with Kelly and me."

"I'm not going anywhere." He said.

I turned my attention back to the room where Dean and Bobby were talking.

"Dean. Please." I said in a quiet voice almost begging him to come with us. Bobby echoed my comment with his own.

"Won't you cut me some slack?" Dean asked.

"I just don't think you should be alone. That's all." Bobby said.

"I got to admit. I..." Bobby looked at me and then back to Dean. "We could use your help. Kelly and I need help right now with everything that is going on."

Dean scoffed at Bobby's words and that did it for me.

"Something big is going down. End-of-the-world big." I said to Dean.

"Well, then let it end!!!" He yelled at me.

It made me jump. My temper was starting to rise and I turned it on Dean.

"You are not the only person who lost someone that they love Dean. I not only lost Sam, but I lost the love of my life and my child. So grow up." I yelled back. He didn't answer me because Bobby started talking.

"You don't believe that." Bobby said looking at Dean not addressing the words that I had just said. That hit a cord for Dean. He stood up and walked over to Bobby.

"You don't think so?"

Bobby couldn't answer. He just let Dean make his point.

"You don't think I've given enough? You don't think I've paid enough? I'm done with it. All of it..."

The room was quite for a moment then Dean continued.

"And if the two of you know what's good for you, turn around and get the Hell out of here."

Bobby didn't move. He just looked at Dean. I was still standing in the corner of the room.

"GO!!!" Dean yelled at Bobby, pushing him away.