dying :: clogan

Chapter 7

Clarize's P.O.V

I'm sitting at the dinner table eating my pizza. It tasted good, but it did not help me get my mind off Logan. I so badly want to text him. But knowing him, he wouldn't answer.

" May I please be excused." I say.

"You may." My mom says taking my plate and putting in the sink.

Walking up the stairs to my room I felt weak. Like a part of me was missing.

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The cool breeze from my window ran trough my hair as I sat on my bed, looking through Logan's twitter, trying to see if he has been online recently. I'm so desperate in seeing Logan. But to be exact, when do i not want to see Logan.

I read my clock. "11:15" it said. "I should get going to bed. I have school tomorrow morning." I put my blanket on me and fell asleep. My dreams being filled with thoughts of Logan and I.

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Logan's P.O.V

The head Nurse walked in my room. " What now" I groaned, rolling my stinking eyes at her.

"Logan," she started to say. She sounded disappointed. " We are very sorry to say this, but you have been diagnosed with brain cancer. The brain tumor disturbed some nerve cells triggering the seizure."

FRICKKKK!!!!!!!!

Why on Earth do I have cancer. I'm friggin 15 for gods sake. Just why cancer? I thought seizures were usually fine.

Taking my glasses off, I started to sob. This was terrible. Horrible. Basically any word that means bad describes my thoughts right now. I just couldn't handle it. I was so exited to see my friends back in Canada and well, now i might be living in a hospital room far away from Canada.

That's the one thing I wanted. Going to Canada. Getting away from Clarize for once. Starting my life all over again. With Cancer, I'll probably not end up going to Canada, ever.

I hear a knock at the door. " Come in, its open" I say. Out come my Parents bawling their eyes out. Running up to me they hugged me, not saying a word. I felt safe in their arms.

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Ryden's P.O.V

I'm in the car home from the hospital. Seeing my best friend scared and unhappy was not a good feeling. I hope the seizure was just minor, nothing serious.

*the next morning"

"Ryden, wake up! We have school remember!"

"Come on Dasen. Can I have 5 more minutes." I moan. Shielding my eyes from the sunlight window my brother decided to open.

"Ryden you're going to be late. Get up already." Dasen yelled at me.

"Fine." I groan. " sitting up in my bed.

157 notifications. I see when I turn in my phone. All from the "das pack" group chat.

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Logan: Hey everyone

Jacob: hey, sorry you had a seizure. My mom told me

Nick- lmao what's going on

Ryan: Haven't you heard? Logan had a seizure And is in the hospital

Nick: oh well feel better dude

Logan: thanks but I got some really life changing news. And it's bad

Jacob: ohh is it that you finally like Clarize after all these years. 😏

Logan: 🤦🏼‍♂️ NO NEVER. It's worse

Nick: what happened

Logan: I HAVE CANCER OK 👿

Jacob: so we aren't ever going to ball? 😭🏀

Ryan: Jacob this is serious. Your friend over here can die soon. Stop making every situation all about balling.

Logan: Ya Jacob 😂🏀

Nick: 👿😭🤦🏾‍♂️👎🏾

Ryden: 😢 Logan. Sorry for you

Logan: thanks rydog

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Now I'm sitting, crying. Hoping it was all just a dream.