Selfish • g.d • Amnesia #2

Rain Pours Down...

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It seemed as if he was a lifeless as I was.

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I lay there helplessly. As everything grows dark and I fade away. I then begin to have flashbacks of the car crash and I feel my heart rate speed up.
Everything goes black. As I fade into my thoughts.

RAINS MIND

I open my eyes wide to a plain white room. I look around in confusion as Grayson appears in front of me. I look at him in fear as he comes closer to me with a seductive look. He grabs my hand as I pull away. He continues to purse me and I then see another Grayson appear. But this one had something different about him. I first realized he looked different from the Grayson pushing himself on me, the Grayson on me had a shirt with hearts on it. While the other had a more deep blue and seemed a lot more depressed. I felt as if the charisma of the  Grayson in front of me was more sexual.
I try to acknowledge the depressing Grayson but the more romantic one pushes himself into me and tries to suck my face off. I push him off forcefully as he falls and hits the ground. Another Grayson appears next to the more romantic one. I see his shirt and see it have a bunch of kids on a tree. This Grayson had messy hair and his body was covered in bandages and bruises. As this Grayson is laughing at the predicament Romantic Grayson was put in. As the more playful Grayson runs to me and pulled his arms out for a hug I put mine out in reply. Right as we were about to hug he daps on me and runs away laughing. I look at him and he runs and laughs as he does he trips on someone. As he begins to laugh a different Grayson reveals himself. He was laying down and he shoots his body upward. He looks at me and I see his shirt with guy in boxers laying in a pile of clothes. I kinda implied it was lazy Grayson. He drags himself up and moves a bit further away from us, he begins to snore loudly and I laugh to myself. As I laugh, silly Grayson trys to be louder and purposefully increases his laugh. He all of the sudden stops and another Grayson appears. He begins laughing louder than all of us combined. His shirt had a couple trophies and a medal on it. I thought he was competitive Grayson or Athletic Grayson. I then stops and he does. Yelling very loudly he says, "HAHAH I BEAT YOU!" I roll my eyes and say, "whatever helps you sleep at night."
And playful Grayson laughs and pushes himself into competitive/ athletic Grayson.  Grayson then pushes himself back and harder. I realize thats competitive Grayson. They continue as they both make foul faces. Then one pops up in between them looking very annoyed with there antics. He then grabs both of them by the hair and shakes them. Silly Grayson starts laughing while competitive tried to push pissed off Grayson off of him. The angry one releases them and the silly one goes, "YA YOU RELEASE ME YOU EGG SALAD SANDWICH!"
The angry one stares at him as the silly one sticks his tongue out. Then as the angry one gets closer to him he yells, "CATCH ME OUTSIDE HOW BOUT DAT!" Then starts running. Angry Grayson wasn't very fast it seemed like but he kept up the pace to the silly one.
I laugh at them as they run around and around and around. I then feel an arm wrap itself around me. I look to see romantic Grayson's body leaning on me. I just ignore him as I then feel another arm on the opposite side come around me. I look at him to see his shirt have a very large photo of everyone. I look and see Cameron hugging his mom smiling. Then Ethan hugging me while Grayson was kissing my cheek on the other side. I then see my parents in the corner waving. I then look closer and see a picture of his dad smiling looking down on everyone. My eyes begin to swell up remembering he went through such a dark time and I couldn't even help him. This Grayson seemed very family oriented.
Family Grayson runs my back then yells, "EVERYONE GROUP HUG!!" As everyone comes rushing in a squishing me into the center. I slide my body out and see family Grayson skipping to one of the Grayson's in the corner. I run to him and grab family Grayson's arm. He looks at me confused and I say, "here. I got this one, you go into the group hug." He gives me a big toothy smile and runs to the group hug. I laugh to myself and walk closer to the Grayson in the corner. As I step closer I felt as if I was entering a new dimension. It wasn't something pleasant either, it felt as if everything was closing in on me and I was in panic mode 24/7. I then see the unknown Grayson sitting down. I get fairly close and hear him whispering to himself,
"I need to keep her safe. I need to keep her safe. I need to keep her safe. I need to keep her safe." I watch as his body rocked back and fourth. I slowly reach out to touch him. And before I even could he turned and shot a crazed glare at me. Continuing his whisper. I back away slightly in fear, holding my hands close.
I look at his shirt and see nothing but black. Not design, no descriptive color, nothing. I then look at his face. It seemed as if he was a lifeless as I was.  I look at his features and clothing. He had a hoodie and joggers on. With a plain black shirt underneath in my view. I then look at his face, his eyes had bags that seemed like they went on forever. His eyes shook as if it was a natural movement. His hair was out of control and demolished. His nails were long and his neck had bandages and red marks all over. As if he strangled, and tried to kill himself. I lean down to his level in a slow manner. I look at him and he stares at me. He stops what he was whispering and we stare in almost complete silence. He then slowly makes out, "I d-d-don't want t-t-too loose you." As he reaches his hand out for me, as he does that his sleeve on his jacket is slightly pulled lower. I look at his arm and see my name written all over it.  I quickly snag his arm and rip up the sleeve. I wenches from my harsh movements but I ignore him. As I look and he engraved my name in his arm. I look in terror. I drop his arm and look at him.
He says to me with a voice that made it seem like he hadn't spoken in years, "you did this to me Rain. If you can't fix me soon I'll be in such a state that no one will be able to live with."
I stared at him as more tears swelled up. I throw my face into my hands and begun to sob. As I cried color begun to fill my eyes.

I then shot up and looked around, noticing I was in a hospital bed. I look to my right and see Grayson passed out cold, his face bright red and eyes seeming puffy.