February 20, 2017
I've watched you suffer from afar and close by. I've seen you fall for each & everyone of them. Each in their own way but they caught you.
HELL
Ive been their trying to warn you not to fall for their kind. But nothing I say changes your mind.
I watch that spark in your eyes shine bright like a fire flame at the beginning in the beginning. Seeing you this happy makes me feel like shit when I have to warn you because the light in your eyes dull down a little.
But I have to shut up & watch from the sideline as they each in their own way dull down that light in your eyes until all I see is the blackness of an eclipse.