You think I don't know it
You see me get up and joke around
You see my smile and plan things for everyone else
Always helping others but never myself
Have you ever stopped to think about the demons that I have to face myself?
The demons that eat me up inside
I've slowly changed and become so numb
I've become so good at this game of faking it that I sometimes belive myself
Shes my demmon
My demon dressed as a loving mother
A mother is supposed to love you, protect you and all that but mines wants to kill me innstead
You think i wanted to hear all my insecurities and fears out loud
