Vancouver

Chapter Six

Colleen's P.O.V

Well yesterday was a bust.

Why can't I tell him? It's not gonna be like a near death experience, right? I think so.

Anyways, Erik is already out of the hospital. I'm so happy that it wasn't that serious I mean it could be really worse. Good thing he's healthy and works out a lot. I wonder what his body looks like when he's shirtless. I bet it would be, I don't mean to sound unprofessional, but his body would be so yum.

Oh my God.

The thoughts in my head today are crazy. Now I can't stop thinking about him, shirtless. I'm a dirty, dirty girl. Sometimes it's fun though. Just daydreaming and thinking about things that could or could not happen.

I think daydreaming can be a great time killer though. It's your mind you can create your own world and go crazy.

I remember the time when I had to see Erik's arms because we wanted a guy with scrawny arms to portray Patrick and the whole experience was awkward. We barely even knew each other.

That was the first time I ever did that with a guy. It felt like I was harassing him but I wasn't even touching him.

He was cool about it and was really nice, but OH. MY. GOD.

My line of thoughts were disturbed when I saw him shirtless. Yes! Erik shirtless!

I wasn't expecting anything to come true. I mean him shirtless almost in front of me is beyond my wildest dreams.

Now all I can think about is him shirtless. God, I should've told him. It doesn't matter if he doesn't like me back. Just as long as it's out of my chest it's okay.

There will still be pain and regret but at least I told him.

Maybe it's actually a great idea to wait for the right time. The hospital wouldn't be the greatest place also. It will be hard but it'll be worth it. The only problem is if he accepts me or not.

Erik's P.O.V

Yesterday was a dream.

The love of my life taking care of me while I was in the hospital is surreal. I can't believe it. She is really a great person. I've recently been watching her videos and I don't know why she gets hate on them. She's nice, humble, helpful, everything. She's everything a person could ask for.

"I think I should shower.", I said quietly while standing up.

I went to the shower in my trailer only to find out that I didn't have anything. No shampoo, soap, towels, even clothes. I must've left my bag outside.

"But I'm already naked.", I sighed.

I'll think I should just rush outside and grab it.

I got out of my trailer, feeling the rays of the sun on my skin. I know that I wanted to do this fast but the sun just feels great.

I grabbed my bag immediately and fumbled for my items. I quickly entered my trailer heading to the shower.

I quickly got dressed after my shower. At this point I didn't care what I looked like. I can't bare to be in a room anymore. You don't know how it feels like to be isolated in a room for a few days.

I got out of my trailer to get some fresh air and to see Colleen and thank her.

I walked to the spot where she was sitting and had a conversation with her.

"Hi,  Colleen! I just wanna thank you for what you did back in the hospital. I really appreciate it.", I said.

"Oh it was no big deal. You're my friend. I'd do anything for my friends.", she replied.

Wow. I didn't know that she values her friends this much. She is really really great. I want her so much. If she could just know what I feel about her there's a chance that we could be together.

I ended our conversation with another simple thank you. I noticed that she was feeling a bit awkward talking to me. I don't know why? I think that she's just tired. I'll just forget about my thoughts and never think about them ever again.

I returned to my trailer to prepare for the shoot. I sat on my bed and thought about stuff deeply. I think I should've just told her. I am so afraid of being rejected. God knows what could happen to me. I could get hurt or even worse I could die. Not die like in a physical way I mean die like my soul will die.

I was in the state of calmness when I heard someone knock on my door. I opened it and I was shocked when I saw Colleen. Colleen devastated.

"What happened?", I asked.

"I think Josh and I are getting a divorce.", she said as I hugged her immediately.

"Shh. Shh.", I said. Comforting her.

"It's going to be okay, Colleen. I promise.", I said.