BoyxBoy One-shots

Forever? Or till your bored?

"I'm sorry"

I stare at him not believing what I'm hearing. He looks up at he from under his eye lashes. At first what he says doesn't register. It doesn't fully comprehend. The moment it clicks in my mind I feel the tears start to fill my eyes. The second the first tear falls that's it. I lose it. I fall apart before him dropping down to the carpet of the floor in our apartment. I bury my face in my hands my shouldes shaking. I make out him  mumbling shit before he drops down next to me. He rests a hand on my shoulder but I shug him off.  His hand falls to his side and he stands up. He walks over to the couch and sits. Collecting myself I stand up and walk to the bedroom.

I wipe my eyes and sit on our bed. Looking around the room I take in the pictures and laundry and all our things. I trun to the bedside table and pick up the picturre frame by my phone. The picture bring tears to my eyes. Michel and I were standing side by side, his arm wrapped around my shoulders, as I kiss his cheek. It was taken only a few months ago. We were so happy. What happened in this time? Why doesnt he want me anymore? He promised forever and now its over. Everything I loved and needed is being taken from me.

"Maybe it's for the best" I say to myself.

the longer I stay and look around the more I feel the need to get out of here. After a while I can't stand it and grab my coat running out of the apartment. I run down 4 flights of stairs till I'm standing in the lobby. At first I just stand there not knowing where I'm gonna go. I try to think of friends I could go to but I come up empty. The only person I can think of to go to I havent talked to in a while...and the last time we weren't on the best of terms. Still I find myself heading towards their house.

I turn down their street and walk up to their house. I stand there at the front door, so many thoughts going through my head. What if he hates me? Or doesn't want to see me? I should go. Why would he even want to see me? I was a jerk. He will probably slam the door when he sees its me. Dammit just knock! I bring my hand up to knock on the door but before I can it swings open. I stare at the man before me looking shocked at seeing me at his door. I wave nervously shifting under his gaze.

"T...Timmy? I..wha..why are you here?" he stutters he says confused as hell.

"I... well my boyfriend broke up with me and I'm really upset and I didn't kmow who else to go to so I came here but that was stupid of me you probably don't want to see me after I broke up with you. I'll go David." I spew out. I turn to go but before I can I feel a hand wrap around my wrist. I look back and see David holding my wrist to keep me from leaving.

"Stay."

"Why would you want me to stay?" I asked confused that he would want me to stay.

"It looks like you need a friend and just because you broke up me it doesn't mean I hate you. Hell, I'm still in love with you." he says looking down, "just stay. Talk to me. I can try and help."

"Alright."

"Come on in then."

I walk past him and into the foyer. He closes the door and ushers me over to the couch. Sitting down I look around and take in the place. It honestly hasn't changed much since the last time I was here. The walls were the same creamy colour and the furniture was in the same place. The only thing different is the big flat screen and the key bornd by the far wall. I didn't know he played. I turn to him sitting next to me on the couch taking a second to take him in.

He hasn't changed at all. He still had his slightly long black hair and small amount of stubble on his face. His eyes are the same dark green and long lashes. And god he is still so incredably tall. I'm snapped out of my trance when David clears his throat.

"So um talk. I'm all ears." he says sitting patiently waiting for me to talk.

"I just don't get it David. Everything was so perfect with us. We loved each other. We made each other so happy. He promised forver. Then he comes home saying he loves someone else!! He said forever..and and now it seems like forever was just till he got bored of me," I tell him feeling the tears come back.

I bury my hands in my face and cry for what feels like the uptenth time today. I feel a pair of strong arms wrap around me. I wrap my arms around David and cry inot his shoulder.  He rubs my back and whisper things into my hair getting me to calm down. Once I feel myself calm I pull back and wipe the tears off my face. I smile softly at him and he smiles back. 

"Thank you."

"No problem, it's not like I could ever turn you away," he says sending me a small smile.

"About that..." I say, "do you really still love me?"

He chuckles softly before nodding his head. He still loves. I sit kinda shocked at this new knowledge. I would never have thought that he still loves me. I look up and see David looking at me sadly.

"I dont know what to say..."

"Well if this were a crappy romance novel...this would be the part where you say you still love me too and we go make hot passionte love,' he says laughing nervously.

For some odd reason I find this incrdably funny and burst out laughing. I sit there laughing my ass off so hard I snort. I isntantly atop and look at David who starts laughing at me. I cross my arms and pout as he sits there smaking his leg like a seal. After a while he sobers up and whipe away the tears in his eyes. He looks at me pouting before laughing again.

"I..haha...I'm s..sorry hahaha..." he says while laughing. Finally he stops for good and looks at me. I look into those dark green orbs and realize...I could love him one day. I still have some kind of feelings for him. I still like him. Maybe I can turn it into love.

"I don't love you David...but I still have some kind of feeling for you. I think one day I could love you. Would you like to give it another try?" I ask him. The second the words are out of my mouth his face lights up like a chirstmas tree.

"Yes! I would love that!" he says a giant smile on his face.

"Good," I reply smiling at him. I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him close. Yes, I could definitly love this man one day.

~ sorry about any spelling errors. Enjoy!