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Rin

It's been a long time since this message appeared on my screen. And yet i feel so desperate to meet him... To meet,  my father. Call me crazy, but I'm actually quite glad that i could go through all that crazy coaster ride. No matter how confused I was, I was able to know who took of me. Who loved me.

Who gave me shelter.

I wonder how many more memories I could fufill. It couldn't just end there. When it can happen once, why can't it twice?
I'm just really desperate to know more about that mysterious man. Could these flashbacks give me more than i can chew? I don't care even if it's too much. As long as I can remember him again.

He held me close. Yet, I couldn't remember a damned thing. Could this be something I'll be staying up about all night? But, more importantly, If these memories are surreal,
Why isn't that man here?
And,
Why isn't anybody here?

I really hope that I could find a satisfying answer for that. If I can go on death defying adventures, how can one throwback be any different?
I'm sure I can do it. After all, if I know anything about my current home, is that,

I rule it.

I can do this.

But then again. What if trying to pry myself that pushes me up to my limit and causes distress? I could damage anything that's in my way. Why can't i make up my mind?!

I guess, I was just scared. Knowing this feeling, I've been aqquainted with for god knows how long ago, It never feels right. I feel stressed. I feel eager and I thirst for the answer. I wish to sought the answer i wanted from the start.

But what if that answe-

...

I guess. I'll never know. After all, that guy... Who gave me shelter might have probably be gone. Like the spects of code I restarted every end of the day.

If that is true, then,

Who's gonna be my shelter?